Right now I can't wait to go home. I so hate this. And yeah it's probably my fault, I'm way too nice. I should have said what was on my mind from the start. So I only have myself to blame for not doing that. But how fun is it to hurt someone you care about? Especially when you're doing it on purpose and you know the person will get hurt? It sucks I'm telling you! I've been there too many times already, next time I won't go this far. Or it won't be a next time, more like it. I'm just gonna live and forget about the rest.