Today has been one of those slacker days. No wonder though. The movienight lasted until 4.30 this morning. Are you really meant to fall asleep? =P Haha! You look adorable when you sleep though =) There was no waking you up! I'm kinda tired now and I'm kinda bored as well. I'm thinking about going back to old habits and watch NCIS and Sex and the city and then hopefully fall asleep. And if I don't fall asleep I always have my Ronan book to read =)


My head's full of thought
Thoughts of you
And I'm distracted so easy
Thinking what to do
So unsure, so unfamiliar
Am I wrong to think that something could happen?

Will you fall for me
I need to know
The way I'd like you to
Baby, will you fall for me
The way I've fallen for you

I’m not like myself
And I'm playing the role of someone else
And my hearts beating so fast I can't stop it
And I’m so unsure, so unfamiliar
Am I wrong to think that something could happen?

[what difference does it make?]

I think I did it again
I made you believe we're more than just friends
Oh baby
It might seem like a crush
But it doesn't mean that I'm serious

'Cause to lose all my senses
That is just so typically me
Oh baby, baby

Oops!.. I did it again
I played with your heart,
Got lost in the game
Oops!.. you think I'm in love
That I'm sent from above
I'm not that innocent

You see my problem is this
I'm dreaming away
Wishing that heroes they truly exist
I cry, watching the days
Can't you see I'm a fool in so many ways

Who's that girl?
Where's she from?
No she can't be the one

I am here for you if you'd only care

You touched my heart you touched my soul

You changed my life and all my goals

And love is blind and that I knew when,

My heart was blinded by you

I've kissed your lips and held your head

Shared your dreams and shared your bed

I know you well, I know your smell

I've been addicted to you

Jag har vaknat mitt i natten av tystnaden
Och hoppats att du sov här bredvid mig igen..


Well well.. I've washed my clothes today. Go me? Nah, not really. That's basically everything I've done since yesterdays cleaning of the flat.


[you can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take]

Today we had a lesson in how to open a locked door without using a key.
This is how you do it:
* Get shocked when you realize that your door locked itself with you on the wrong side of it and with your keys on the other side.
* Go to your flatmates room and tell her about it
* Laugh your ass off, cos believe it or not, it's a crazy situation and it just doesn't happen!
* Try calling Skebo (or whoever you think might be able to help you) and when they don't answer cos it's way later than office hours..
* .. You try to open the door with whatever you find (pins, needles, whatever)
* Realize that it's not gonna work
* Laugh even more (preferably so much that you find it hard to either breathe or stand up)
* Realize that you don't have a clue how to open the door
* Knock on your second flatmates door and ask her to kick in the door for you
* Now you are 3 people standing trying to open the door but more important, you are 3 people having a blast cos of this stupid and funny situation.
* Flatmate number 2 takes the lead and kind of jumps into the door a couple of times
* After a few minutes the door is finally open again and it's not very alive anymore
* Once again, laugh really hard!

So what have we learned from this lesson? Never ever leave your keys in your room when you walk out of it. Or never close the door when you are not in the room.

The very last step is to tell everyone about this funny accident (for example write about it in your blog)

Other guys will come along, they always do..
But what's the point when all I ever want is you? =(

Today I really have to buy a birthday present for Jocke. I just don't know what to buy. I mean he always gets those weird things from me.. but maybe I should give him something nice this year? Haha I guess I just have to go into town and have a look =)

Trust me, I know how it feels. I'll be right here whenever you'll need me. That's a promise from me to you =)


Speaking from experience
I know what you've been through
I know you're hurt
I have been hurt too
Love dies hard
And life goes on
Only time will tell
When to hold on
When to let go
When to forget
And not let it show
When you reach out
I will be there <3

Why does it matter? It's not like they care anyway. If I thought they did, then yeah maybe. But now, not a chance.

A friendship has to go both ways. Can't be a one-way-friendship. Then I'm not interested anymore.

Been talking to Alex pretty much lately. I miss you Darling. (Everybody say awww;)) Hehe.. Of course I miss everyone from back home. You know I do =)

I hear you talking, but your words don't mean a thing

I doubt you ever, put your heart in anything

It's not much to ask for

To get back what I put in

But I chose the waters that I'm in

And it makes no difference

who is right or wrong

I deserve much more than this

'Cause there's only one thing I want

If it's not what you're made of,

You're not what I'm looking for

You were willing, but unable

To give me anymore

There's no way

You're changing

'Cause some things will just never be mine

You're not in love this time

But it's alright..

What's your definition of the one?

What do you really want him to become?

No matter what I sacrifice it's still never enough

Valentines Day
Yay? Well I don't know. I just don't like this day I guess. Probably because I'm alway single for some reason =P haha.. What's weird though is that it's not as bad as it used to be. This year is kinda ok actually. But I don't have my Cissi here. I hope she survives without me (A) Haha.



You should never take more than you give

Saturdays party was fun =) But with my normal luck I was hungover all day yesterday haha. And if that wasn't enough, I got a cold as well. Wohoo, go me? =P
Ah well.. I'll survive. I mean, now I have a reason to relax without being called a slacker. But knowing myself I probably won't relax only cos I really should ^o)
Hmm I don't know what else to write, might update later or something.

And then I'm officially off for like 2 weeks =) If I didn't write that yesterday :S *memory like a goldfish*
Anyways, Anna is going home on monday so I guess I have to entertain myself :P I think I'll survive though. Been through worse ;)
Working at the pub today, hopefully it'll be party tomorrow though =) It was too long ago now (A week) Naah I'm no alco, just like meeting people =)

I'm over and done with the speech =) Wahey! It didn't really go as I planned it, but who cares. It never does, right? =)

Have you ever..?

Had a smile given to you by Kian?
Owned an AAA-pass?
Woken Westlife up by singing?
Seen Dave tie his shoelace only to tie it four more times?
Told Nicky where his wife was when he had lost her in the crowd?
Got Kian to blow you a kiss?
Seen Kian stop in the middle of a crossing just to repack his car?
Been to a training session with Nicky and Georgina?
Measured Nicky's index finger?
Made Kian say that he loves you?
Being filmed by Nicky?
Seen Nicky attack Dave?
Seen Shane force Kian to take a photo with you?
Lended Nicky a flag?
Sen Kian dump his dog?
Seen Nicky crawl through a tiny little hole?
Impressed Nicky?
Given Nicky a pair of gloves in the exact right size?
At the same time given him a great laugh?
Looked at the reflection of yourself in Shane's shades?
And also in Mark's shades?
Had one of Brian's laughters dedicated to you?
Had a wrestling game with Dave?
Informed Nicky about the difference between European version and UK version?
Had some record company dudes bying you dinner?
Kissed Mark?
Been to the cinema with Westlife?
Had a VIP Concert?
Performed a smaller danceshow for Nicky?
Followed Dave in the car?
Discussed Boyzone's future with Louis Walsh?
Watched Winnie The Pooh with Shane?
In the lack of mirrors around, told Brian what he looks like?
Been on a walk with Nicky?
Chased Dave around a pillar?
Seen Brian dressed up at HMV in Dublin when he punk'd Westlife?
Entertained Nicky so much that he forgot to sing?
Seen Mark lean his head to one side for you?
Seen Nicky on the runaway?


Well I have ;)

I'm done with my speech! Well I have been for a while but still. Go me :D

Wohoo.. Feels like I haven't been writing here for a couple of days. Hm maybe because I haven't? Right now I'm working on my incredible Simon Cowell speech (Nah not really). When I grow up (if I ever) I wanna be Simon Cowell =) Just imagine how cool it'd be. I guess everyone who reads this thing knows who Simon is but for those who doesn't.. He is the rude judge of Popstars, PopIdol, American Idol and X-Factor =) There you go ;)

I remember when me and Malin used to watch all those crappy people auditioning for American Idol, just to see Simon slag them off. That was a while ago though. I miss those times. It was us against the world, remember? =)

I better finish cos Emma wants to read =) hehe

Loves you <3

Live @ Campus

It's over and done now. Thank god. Naah it was fun. But the cleaning afterwards was everything except for fun. I must say MMM rocks! =) We pulled it off! Ok my class didn't do too much, much more credit to the 2nd and 3rd graders for working with this for ages.
Nothing much to say about it really. Or maybe I'm just too lazy to write it =P

Over and out

Only for you..<3

Live @ Campus

Finally we have a break. We have to be there at 5 again though cos we will get some info and eat then. The doors open at 7, wohoo.. Right now I'm kinda tired of this. The planning and organisation = ZERO! Ah well I shouldn't complain. I know how it can be. I will update tomorrow and tell you things about the event. Until now we've only been carrying furniture. I'm not looking forward to carrying them back : Ah well..

Over and out.

Bored, Bored and even more BORED!! Gaaah! =(
It's not fun (obviously) ..What should I do?