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Too much of everything. There are limits. I thought you learned, but I guess you didn't. You of anyone should know how I work, guess I was wrong again. It hurts you know.

Fairytale

I lie in bed and think about
The person that I want to be
Then one day I realized
The fairytale life wasn't for me

I don't wanna be like Cinderella
Sitting in a dark old dusty cellar
Waiting for somebody to come and set me free
I don't wanna be like Snow White waiting
For a handsome prince to come and save me
On a horse of white unless we're riding side by side
Don't wanna depend on no one else
I'd rather rescue myself

Good morning

Oh what a wonderful lovely morning, well it could be (if it stopped raining, if the sun started to shine, if the clouds disappeared and it wouldn't be as windy). But you have to be happy for the little you get. Right now I'm kinda bored, could be cos I just got up and haven't started doing anything yet.

I can't wait until next Thursday when my beloved will be here!

It's never too hard to find the words
The words to say to you
You make it so easy just to talk
The way we talk things through
You're never too tired to care
You're never too busy to just be there
And when I smile my feelings show
So everybody, everybody knows

This is a fun blog entry

This will be a FUN blog entry since that's what a certain someone wants to read. I don't know what to write to make it fun though. How do you make a blog entry fun? Should I use all my terrible jokes maybe? Or just write plain weird and stupid stuff? Or something else? Nah I'll just skip that or something. I haven't got a clue what to write to be honest. But I just had a very long and very nice conversation with Anna.
"We pretend that we know more than we actually know" Mwahaha!


This is the Turner Brown joke that makes Cissi go double.

It was a dwarf in a sauna and then a guy with a huge dick came in. He noticed that the dwarf got a bit scared so he reached out his hand and said "Turner Brown" and then the dwarf fainted. When he a couple of minutes woke up again Turner Brown asked why he had fainted, "I just said my name was Turner Brown". "Oh" said the dwarf, "I thought you said turnaround."

(this is when you're meant to laugh)

OMFG

Stop being such a pussy! Be a man for the first time in your life! Djeez..

Say you'll be there

If you put two and two together you will see what our friendship is for
If you can't work this equation then I guess I'll have to show you the door


Shocking news. But not very surprising when you think about it. It's time to give the little puppy some food and then go for a walk with him. After that Jocke should be home and I can go home and charge my phone. Obviously I'm gonna do other stuff as well, but my phone is all dead cos I got cut off while talking to Daniel. Not nice!

Why is the dog sleeping when I'm gonna feed him? A couple of hours ago he just wouldn't relax and now he won't show any sign of being able to walk over to the bowl of dogfood.

The tickets are booked! Yay, can't wait Darling. It's gonna be wonderful.


I'll give you everything oh this I swear
Just promise you'll always be there

"For godsake you're no fucking charity. You don't have to please everyone all the time, live your own life, make your own choices and if anyone complains, fuck them!"

I'll never forget those words. I did what you told me to do, what I should have done a long time ago. I'm happy I took your advice. If I wouldn't have listened to you back then I wouldn't be where I am now.


Still a dick.. I'm addicted to you.

Stuff

I'll cry later
Cause you ain't gonna see me hurt
I'll cry later
Cryin' only makes it worse
It's raining, it's pouring
Those tears, I'll ignore them


"Does he make you laugh?"
"Well, he doesn't make me cry"

Just for the record..

I've got better things to do than let you walk all over me!



How do you sleep while the rest of us cry
How do you dream when a mother has no chance to say goodbye
How do you walk with your head held high
Can you even look me in the eye
And tell me why

Make some things clear

Just to make some things clear =P
Yesterdays post was meant to be something like: Why does my boyfriend have to be so far away when everyone else has their boyfriends close to them.. Mostly because I saw Malins and Raouls perfect relationship once again. It just made me miss mine.

I guess

I guess it's time to write something in this blog as well. But I wrote this loooong story in my other blog so I don't feel like writing something very long here.

I hope hope hope things go my way this time! =)

Love you boyfriend

Why?

I just don't know.

Tired

This morning I woke up in an empty bed feeling cold, tired and lonely. How could the weekend fly by so extremly fast? Why does it seem like ages until I'll see my beloved again? Why is it 4 weeks left? Why Why Why? :'(

Now I'm at my sisters watching 3 tired pets and I'm about to fall asleep myself. As soon as the little puppy is at least a bit awake I'm gonna go for a nice refreshing walk with him. And when sis comes home we're gonna give the little one a bath. The good thing is that he's a dog, which means he won't complain as much as the cats does. Cats + Water = Bad idea. Hopefully she got her work schedule today so we can decide which day to visit grandma. I'm planning on ringing her later today so I can tell her when she can expect us to turn up. Sometime this week I'm also gonna meet Malin and of course exercise a couple of times.


Alright it then.. there goes the last bit of my so called pride. I'm all yours..

I miss you too

It's been so nice in Stockholm. I really didn't wanna go home and almost hoped Daniel would indeed lock me in the closet.

Midsummer

It's been a nice midsummer eve even though I see no point in celebrating it. I'm with Daniel now which is great! I've missed him soo much. Tonight we had a bbq with his sis and her bf. We ended up doing the meat in the oven though since our skills weren't that good. And ohyeah everything from Gustav Vasa until today is Daniels fault so I blame him =P Mwahaha! (naaah)

Dunno what we have planned for the rest of the weekend but I don't really care either. As long as I'm with my boyfriend I'm fine =D Soo.. I will probably go now and hopefully the tv thingie will be downloaded soon so we can watch it. Full frys =P Do you remember Edvin and the hamsterråtta? Aaaahh!!

Anyways.

Love you <3

Almost here

You're only almost here

I am about to go to bed and read after watching Top Gun, one of the bestest movies I've ever seen. It's soon time to sleep as well. What is it that they say? The sooner you go to bed the sooner tomorrow comes? Or did I just make that one up? Either way.. :) It's true.

in 17 hours I will be in the Capital of Sweden (wohoo)

I love you, you know.. <3

One more day

Just one more day left now boyfriend! =) I'm so excited <3

Love takes two

YAY!! =)

Morning

Soon it's time to hit the town and get that manicure done. Just gotta eat breakfast first and get ready. I might have lunch with Marie afterwards, if she's feeling better that is.


Then why do you strong him up?

27/4-07

1 month 3 weeks and 2 days <3

Please work?

For some reason the Internet is playing up on me all the time. It's not working properly and I'm convinced it's because it doesn't like me. I don't see why it would keep kicking me off msn and refuse to open the websites otherwise. I must have annoyed the great power up in the sky somehow.

I'm giving up on it soon cos it's driving me nuts. Wireless networks for the lose, never in my whole life I'm gonna get one of those shitty things.

Today's post

As someone told me I haven't posted an entry in my blog yet today, I figured it's probably time to do so. Here I am at home, just enjoying life to the fullest while listening to music. I've got no plans what so ever for tonight but that's fine. Stockholm on Thursday.. and I've even got myself a ticket now =) haha. Go me!


3 days left darling (L)

Wireless Internet

After many fun minutes looking at daddy when trying to get the Internet working, it's finally working! I was talking to Daniel while watching, that's why I wasn't annoyed or anything. I'm kinda tired now that's why I won't stay on for a long time. Or I mean, I won't write a long post.

It was nice hearing your voice again. I've missed it.

Too late

I guess I was a bit too late.. Good night everyone

I love you

Feeling good

This morning I just felt like crying or something even worse. That's why I decided to take some drugs against my throat, and it worked! =) I'm feeling fine now even though I should be dead.
Today was market day as I've mentioned before. Which means selling waffles. This year we (me and my sis) also sold some of our horsestuff. I think we sold nearly 600 waffles and it was, i think, the hardest for me since I was doing them in the end. It was fun though =)

Late night sauna


5 days now baby. can't wait! =) (L)

Finally

I've been working so hard all day that I haven't had any time to sit infront of msn, until now that is. But it feels good to have everything set for tomorrow =)

I'm really tired and I'm feeling kinda sick so I'm not gonna write a long post now. I think this will do.

Manicure

I just booked a time for manicure next week. So there'll be one more thing done for the party. I'm really out in good time this time around.

Right now I'm waiting for my sis and her boyfriend to arrive. It's a good thing that they're coming. The bad thing is that my throat hurts petty much. But as I said, the cold that I've been having in my body for a couple of months has finally decided to make me ill. I'll live though.


.next week.

Yay!

I have something to look forward to! =) A weekend with my Darling Boyfriend :D

Coco Chanel

It's been alot of blogging today :P anyway, right now I'm in the middle of going through our "horsethings" that we, after our horse died, left here. It's a bit depressing looking at all the things, thinking about the past. I miss Coco so much (our dead horse, duh). Nothing can change whatever has happened though. My sister and I just have to look back and remember all the good times and hope it puts a smile on our face :)

The reason why I'm going through the stuff now is that we're probably gonna sell some things on Saturday at the market. The Market is the funniest day of the year in this little village and it really lives up. I'm looking forward to it.

Here we go again

Yes I'm bored. But I found where my mum hides all the piccies from the camera. So I'm gonna upload some of them.
First up, a very nice wintery pic of the house. It also features one of our little cats called Nasse.

And here is one of our cats in the christmas tree. Is that the right place for cats, I wonder..

Here's me and Mummy on a citytour bus in Dublin. The busdriver couldn't shut up about Molly Malone (Ronan Keating) and DannyBoy. That's an adventure I wouldn't do again.. but what don't you do for your folks. And ohyeah, yes it was raining. It's Dublin, what ya expect?

Here's three of my Kilkenny Darlings. Couldn't find a good pic of little Martin. However it's Oísin, Eve and Freya. It's actually a pic that Tom has taken and it was on my camera for some reason and now I've found it on this computer. Weird.

Last pic for today is us in the park. Not a very good pic, I know. But still.. I miss those times.

I'm thinking of you boyfriend <3

GAH!

I'm just not in a good mood today :( I can't find anything to do, everything is just boring. It's not fun! :'(

Totally forgot

I talked to my mum yesterday and guess what she told me? One of the guys living in the village is breeding ducks (änder inte ankor). So I hope this great news will bring Daniel down here cos I miss him sooo (räcker ut händerna så långt det går) much. Hehe. Private jokes ftw! =)

Busy day

Today has been a quite busy day. It started with me and my mum going to Kisa for some shopping. I bought a lovely dress, a pair of nice white shoes, earrings and a necklace. This is for my mums and stepdads double birthdayparty in the end of July. The only thing left to do before the party is having my hair cut and my nails done and I'm all set for partying! =)

And yeah of course I just HAD to text Daniel and tell him about my "princess dress" =D Hope he didn't mind. Mwahaha!

I went online just there but no one fun was online to talk to so I went offline again. No point staying on if no one important is there =P (my special one)

So yeah I'll go on with the story. After the shopping we went to this lunch with some neighbours, it was nice :) And then we did some work in the garden and THEN my grandparents arrived from Skåne. It's great seeing them again, it's been too long time. I haven't seen them since last summer. I really have to start seeing them more often.

We just "built" two tents in the garden and I'm kinda exhausted. Naah I'm fine really. =P Hehe..
Dunnow what I will do for the rest of the evening/night. But I was hoping to catch Daniel for a while (not litterary ofcourse), we'll see about that though.
Back to business. Love you boyfriend.

Something I forgot

I've totally forgotten to write about my sister cycling "Vätternrundan". 90km in heating sun would have been enough for me to pass out but she made it through and I'm really proud of her. It's her second time doing this crazy thing and I've got a feeling it won't be the last one either.

I will probably upload a piccie later but now I'm not on my own computer so I can't.

130th post

And I haven't even had this blog for that long time. But I guess I like writing stuff in it :P
I'm in Björkfors at my mums now and I will be until Sunday or something like that. Which means I won't be able to talk to Daniel on the phone for like a week. Not good. And he doesn't reply on msn either :P Bad boy! hehe.

Today I've been swimming and sunbathing for a couple of hours before my mun collected me and we went foodshopping. And then as I said, I'm here in the bush at my mums. It's kinda nice being here in the summer though.. I mean swimming, sunbathing, not caring about a single thing (even though I do) and just relaxing. But still I have things to do (or my mum makes sure I keep myself occupied with something).

I still miss you boyfriend. 6 weeks = Forever

I miss you sweetie

Soo.. here I am at my sisters looking at a dog playing with a toy that makes a beeping sound when biting it. I'm soon going out with the little cutie to enjoy the sun for a while. It's a bit cloudy today though and I wouldn't be surprised if it started raining later on. I will be meeting Alex/Läcki/Alexandra/Bimbo later which is gonna be really nice since I haven't seen her since christmas. Time really goes fast.

I just read Daniels blog and it doesn't make me miss him less, if I put it that way. I really do miss you, you know <3


Now I finally realize how you felt back then. I know why you rang me everyday just to make sure I was ok. Why you missed me when I wasn't around and why you got scared everytime I left incase I wouldn't come back. It's so clear to me now. I guess I couldn't realize how it felt until I got hit by it myself. It's a crazy little thing called love. It's the scariest thing ever but yet so wonderful.

Going home..

Because of you, I'm runnin out of reasons to cry


Tomorrow I'll be going home. It's gonna be so much fun =) But every upside has a downside. It's gonna be hard not seeing Daniel every day like I'm used to. I miss everyone at home though. But that doesn't mean I won't miss all my upnorth friends.

Soon Cissi! The duo will be complete again. It's gonna be like old times. Hanging out everyday not caring about anything. I can't function without you, and you know that.


Only cos I don't love you the way you want me to,
it doesn't mean that I don't love you with everything I am..

Duet

We have a duet coming out very soon ;)

HAHA and you don't! =P

Summer

No guy is worth your tears
And the one who is.. will never make you cry


Summer!! =) Gonna get a tan today =)


Well for me it's waking up beside you
To watch the sunrise on your face
To know that I can say I love you
In any given time or place

Annoyed

Tonight was another night of too much light in my room and I woke up pretty late again. Me and Anna are supposed to be writing the last part of our essay now. But she's sleeping. I wonder when we will finish this stupid thing. I need to pass this shitty subject. Mostly because I don't ever wanna do it again. But also because I obviously need the points. I'm working at 4 so she needs to wake up like now! This is gonna take a while.

Skellhell has summer

I ain't gonna be just a face in the crowd
You're gonna hear my voice
When I shout it out loud


Today has been a good day. Haven't done that much, it's nice. I met Daniel though. And that was more than nice. What's also nice is that it's officially summer in Skellhell! =)


Did you read the part where I said I'll always love you?

One year in Skellefteå

So one year in Skellefteå has gone by. The time here has been the best and worst of my life. I've made more new friends than I ever dreamed about. I really had some great moments. But there has also been times when I've wished I hadn't moved here in the first place. That's all part of life though.

My lovelife has taken many wrong turns this year. Starting with me being hung up on the same guy all the way over in Dublin. Thinking I was over him I met someone here. That lasted about 3 months before I realized that it wasn't working out. And yeah, I obviously wasn't over guy number one either. After that, I started liking wrong guy number 2. Where do they all come from? It was a bit harder this time. Liking a good friend but even harder, lying to yourself and everybody about it. It's only November now. I, then and there decided to be single and not care about guys at all. Easier said than done.

It's June now and thinking back, I'm happy I took all those wrong turns. Cos about 2 months ago, I finally took a turn in the right direction. I'm over both guy 1 and guy 2 and I also met a guy who (for a change) is not like my ex-boyfriends. Which makes me think this will work out just fine :)

For the first time in a long time I'm inlove with someone who loves me just as much =)

I love you

I Love You <3