20.11.07
I know I know
The other blog refuses to work cos Anna is logged in and it doesn't log out no matter what I do. I really need to get some things out. Firslty, If you are my bestfriend like you say you are. Then fucking act like one! This is not acceptable behaviour of a friend. Not one of mine anyway so in the future, don't say something you can't live up to.
18.7.07
BopBopBaby
I remember when that was Annas fav song =) And I remember when it "only" got in at no3 in the UK official chart. Haha. It's not a song-song but it's deffo a song =D
When we danced and we sang and we laughed all night.
Where the hell did those times go? Please get that silverspoon out of your ass and I'll do the same thing. I ain't gonna sit at home being all tied up. It's just not me.
When we danced and we sang and we laughed all night.
Where the hell did those times go? Please get that silverspoon out of your ass and I'll do the same thing. I ain't gonna sit at home being all tied up. It's just not me.
14.7.07
Losing you
I'm so sorry. I just don't wanna lose you. You're the closest to a brother that I've got. Thanks.
Fecker!
Ok, mostly I like my other blog better. But now it's just playing up on me. And I was in a bad mood before. Fecker!
Here's the post btw. Enjoy.
I just came home now. It's been a rather busy yet relaxing day. Here's what I've done. (For those who likes to keep track of me. I know there's a few of you. Me likes <3) First of all I got up. I watched tv and stuff and also cut the grass in the garden. It was really nice weather so I didn't mind. My sis came around after lunch and we went home to her and gave the dog a bath. We were going to cut his hair. He didn't really enjoy it and it also took a while. When we (after a couple of hours) were done we decided that we earned pizza for dinner. I ordered a really nice pizza =) From the beginning the plan was to go for a walk in the woods but since it started raining and the dog was exhausted so we scrapped that idea. Instead we took him for a shorter walk in the park near her house. Another plan we had was to clean the apartment but instead we watched a movie (You, me and Dupree). It was an okey movie but I will probably not see it again for some time.
As I said, I just came home. It's raining outside. Nice and warm rain. It helped me with my thoughts. There's some people I miss. Most of them I will never see again. It's sad. I know exactly who I will have the first talk to when I get back to Skeå and who I will visit first.
Here's the post btw. Enjoy.
I just came home now. It's been a rather busy yet relaxing day. Here's what I've done. (For those who likes to keep track of me. I know there's a few of you. Me likes <3) First of all I got up. I watched tv and stuff and also cut the grass in the garden. It was really nice weather so I didn't mind. My sis came around after lunch and we went home to her and gave the dog a bath. We were going to cut his hair. He didn't really enjoy it and it also took a while. When we (after a couple of hours) were done we decided that we earned pizza for dinner. I ordered a really nice pizza =) From the beginning the plan was to go for a walk in the woods but since it started raining and the dog was exhausted so we scrapped that idea. Instead we took him for a shorter walk in the park near her house. Another plan we had was to clean the apartment but instead we watched a movie (You, me and Dupree). It was an okey movie but I will probably not see it again for some time.
As I said, I just came home. It's raining outside. Nice and warm rain. It helped me with my thoughts. There's some people I miss. Most of them I will never see again. It's sad. I know exactly who I will have the first talk to when I get back to Skeå and who I will visit first.
11.7.07
Why
Why did you leave me stranded on the shore?
Why do you always go for second choices?
Why did the unbreakable suddenly decide to break?
Why is there no place for me in your life anymore?
And why do you always care for someone other than me?
Why? Why? Why?
Why do you always go for second choices?
Why did the unbreakable suddenly decide to break?
Why is there no place for me in your life anymore?
And why do you always care for someone other than me?
Why? Why? Why?
9.7.07
Compliment
I got a very nice compliment on the poem I wrote last night. Thanks!
Even though I wrote it when I was simply too tired and don't remember what it was about :)
I woke up kinda late this morning and then I watched some tv and stuff and after that my sis came. I went with her on the last of her puppy-training-course (I just made that word up)
I'm tired and feel sick
Over and out
Even though I wrote it when I was simply too tired and don't remember what it was about :)
I woke up kinda late this morning and then I watched some tv and stuff and after that my sis came. I went with her on the last of her puppy-training-course (I just made that word up)
I'm tired and feel sick
Over and out
Lonely night
The darkness is slowly crawling over the sky
The night has spread its wings over the city
Just like before
Your eyes won't close and your body refuses to enter the Dreamland
It's time to think and wonder
Normally your heart and soul are filled with joy and laughter
The happiness are glowing like diamonds through your eyes
Now it's a dark place filled with emptiness
You're heart is aching and a strong feeling creeps into your body
You should be somewhere else, you know you should
The arms that embraced you last night when you fell asleep
The arms that made you feel safe this morning when you woke up
They're no longer here
They will be back soon enough
But until then..
[2 weeks]
© Me myself and I
The night has spread its wings over the city
Just like before
Your eyes won't close and your body refuses to enter the Dreamland
It's time to think and wonder
Normally your heart and soul are filled with joy and laughter
The happiness are glowing like diamonds through your eyes
Now it's a dark place filled with emptiness
You're heart is aching and a strong feeling creeps into your body
You should be somewhere else, you know you should
The arms that embraced you last night when you fell asleep
The arms that made you feel safe this morning when you woke up
They're no longer here
They will be back soon enough
But until then..
[2 weeks]
© Me myself and I
4.7.07
New blog
I've got a new blog, that's not very new but anyways. http://metrobloggen.se/dublinbaby
I write in both but you might wanna read both of them or something =P
I write in both but you might wanna read both of them or something =P
Tomorrow
Is THE day =)
And Daniel is off tomorrow.. too bad we didn't know that earlier.. But anyway, he will take an earlier bus down to me =) I'm soon going down to town to buy some alcohol =P They have it there now.
And Daniel is off tomorrow.. too bad we didn't know that earlier.. But anyway, he will take an earlier bus down to me =) I'm soon going down to town to buy some alcohol =P They have it there now.
3.7.07
Hey hey you you
Ah come on, you gotta have it in you.
And I need you now tonight
And I need you more than ever
And if you only hold me tight
We'll be holding on forever
And we'll only be making it right
'Cause we'll never be wrong
..There's no other so when's it gonna sink in?
[Hell yeah I'm the mother fuckin princess]
2.7.07
3 days!
And I've been there
I don't recommend the pain
Because I've been there
Trust me as your friend
There's nothing to gain
I can't believe it's only 3 days left. 3 days left until my boyfriend will be here. Aww (A) You're always on my mind baby. You'll never leave my heart.
I walk alone these empty streets
But there is not a second you're not here with me
I don't recommend the pain
Because I've been there
Trust me as your friend
There's nothing to gain
I can't believe it's only 3 days left. 3 days left until my boyfriend will be here. Aww (A) You're always on my mind baby. You'll never leave my heart.
I walk alone these empty streets
But there is not a second you're not here with me
Now you know
In these eyes, more than words
More than anything that I've spoken
As the skies turn to grey
My heart's just about to crack open
So the story goes
But there's something you should know
Before I walk away and I blow the ending
I never wanna be without you
Oh no, here I go, now you know
What I feel about you
There’s no running
I must have been wrong to doubt you
Oh no, there I go, no control
And I'm fallin', so now you know
Feels so right, cravin' oxygen
All these truths left me empty
Will you run, can you handle it
Cause I need you to tell me
Maybe this is bold
But I’m hoping you’ll stay for the happy ending
I never wanna be without you
Oh no, here I go, now you know
What I feel about you
There’s no running
I must have been wrong to doubt you
Oh no, there I go, no control
And I'm fallin', so now you know
No, I won’t look back when I tell you what I think about you
Yeah, yeah, yeah
No, I won’t look back when I tell you what I think about you
Yeah, yeah
So the story goes
Yeah, you already know
So don’t be a fool and go spoil the ending
Never wanna be without you
Oh no, here I go, now you know
What I feel about you
There’s no running
I must have been wrong to doubt you
Oh no, there I go, no control
And I'm fallin', so now you know
More than anything that I've spoken
As the skies turn to grey
My heart's just about to crack open
So the story goes
But there's something you should know
Before I walk away and I blow the ending
I never wanna be without you
Oh no, here I go, now you know
What I feel about you
There’s no running
I must have been wrong to doubt you
Oh no, there I go, no control
And I'm fallin', so now you know
Feels so right, cravin' oxygen
All these truths left me empty
Will you run, can you handle it
Cause I need you to tell me
Maybe this is bold
But I’m hoping you’ll stay for the happy ending
I never wanna be without you
Oh no, here I go, now you know
What I feel about you
There’s no running
I must have been wrong to doubt you
Oh no, there I go, no control
And I'm fallin', so now you know
No, I won’t look back when I tell you what I think about you
Yeah, yeah, yeah
No, I won’t look back when I tell you what I think about you
Yeah, yeah
So the story goes
Yeah, you already know
So don’t be a fool and go spoil the ending
Never wanna be without you
Oh no, here I go, now you know
What I feel about you
There’s no running
I must have been wrong to doubt you
Oh no, there I go, no control
And I'm fallin', so now you know
Another week
Monday again. I've been at my sisters and that has been nice. Now I'm home again though and have been for a while. Had a movienight with Malin last night, lovely. I'm waiting for my mum to come and give me the shoes so I can look cool (H). Then I'm gonna do abit of running around and stuff. After that I can feel good and relax for the rest of the evening.
I made by bed and I sleep like a baby
With no regrets and I don't mind saying
It's a sad sad story
That a mother will teach her daughter
That she ought to hate a perfect stranger
And how in the world
Can the words that I said
Send somebody so over the edge
I made by bed and I sleep like a baby
With no regrets and I don't mind saying
It's a sad sad story
That a mother will teach her daughter
That she ought to hate a perfect stranger
And how in the world
Can the words that I said
Send somebody so over the edge
1.7.07
Mwahaha!
I've got nothing special to write but I found one of those thingies =P
Name: Lisa/Liz
Nicknames: Liz
Date today: July 1st 2007
Height: 166cm (or something)
Hair color: normally it's blonde
Bad habit: going a bit nuts sometimes and yeah i'm a bit shy as well
Color of your coat: weird question.. which one btw? black I guess or brown.
Color of your toothbrush: purple i think..
Color of your socks: not wearing any now but usually black or white
Star sign: scorpio
Birthday: 17th november 1986
last thing you ate: lunch
Righty or Lefty: Righty
Highlight of your day: This day? Hm, met my sis
Worst part of your day: waking up alone
Lucky number: 4
Unlucky number: don't have any
What's a major turn on for you: Daniel
FAVORITES
Shirt: My pink puma one
Song: Westlife - Flying without wings
Veggie: peppers
Thing to sit on: my sofa or the floor
Place to eat: The bar kinda thing in my dad kitchen
Song to sing: Westlife - To be with you
Lip gloss flavour: Flavour? It's not like I'm gonna eat it.
Jell-o Flavour: Eh the red one?
Quote: I've got a Feehily up my ass
Crayon color: Purple
LOVE LIFE ETC
Do you plan on having kids? Yes but not yet
Bf/gf? Yes!=)
What's your song? None?
How long have you been together? 2 months and a couple of days
Where do you plan on getting married? I'm gonna have a big white wedding in a nice church somewhere warm
Tv/computer: computer ofcourse
Guys/Girls: For what? =P Guys
Rain/Snow: Snow (in the winter, not for 6 months)
Singing/Dancing: Both at the same time
Summer/Winter: Summer!
Night/Day: Night
Go to sleep/Wake up: Go to sleep. I hate waking up
Funny/Scary movies: Both
On the phone/In person: In person
Hugs/Kisses: Both
Pink/Purple: Pink
FRIEND STUFF
Most understanding: Cissi
Sweetest: All of you :)
Best personality: Can't choose so all of you again =P
Which 5 people do u trust the most? I trust all my friends
Who makes you happy? Daniel and the rest of you
Most negative: None
Tallest: Daniel
Most Confusing: Cissi
Best Smelling: Daniel ;)
Warmest: Daniel
Coldest: Anna I think :P
Shortest: Malin
HAVE YOU EVER...
Eaten chicken? Yeah indeed
Borrowed something from a friend? Yup
Gotten a present? Yep =)
Been sick? Yes.. Not very nice
Missed someone? I do now.
Hugged someone? Yep all my friends. I love hugging people.
Looked in a newspaper? Yeah sometimes
Played with fire? Haha yeah
Went for a walk? Always
GENERAL QUESTIONS
What can't you live without?: Daniel, My friends, My family and Music
Who do you want to spend the rest of your life with? Read above =D
What’s the longest time you've been in a car? 12 or 13 hours or something like that.
What makes you happy? Meeting people, travelling, nice weather, listening to music and going to concerts.
What are your future goals? Take of sony/bmg
Have you even been hit in the head with a Frisbee? I don't think I have anyway
What song seems to reflect you the most? I'm not sure.. You don't know by Westlife maybe.
What color seems to reflect you the most? Eh? White?
Would you rather have a nice car or a nice house? A house
When did you last talk to the person that you like? Yesterday or does msn count? In that case a couple of mins ago.
81. Last time you were depressed? Depressed is a very strong word. Don't think I've ever been but sometimes I'm less happy. Last time that happened was probably in April.
Name: Lisa/Liz
Nicknames: Liz
Date today: July 1st 2007
Height: 166cm (or something)
Hair color: normally it's blonde
Bad habit: going a bit nuts sometimes and yeah i'm a bit shy as well
Color of your coat: weird question.. which one btw? black I guess or brown.
Color of your toothbrush: purple i think..
Color of your socks: not wearing any now but usually black or white
Star sign: scorpio
Birthday: 17th november 1986
last thing you ate: lunch
Righty or Lefty: Righty
Highlight of your day: This day? Hm, met my sis
Worst part of your day: waking up alone
Lucky number: 4
Unlucky number: don't have any
What's a major turn on for you: Daniel
FAVORITES
Shirt: My pink puma one
Song: Westlife - Flying without wings
Veggie: peppers
Thing to sit on: my sofa or the floor
Place to eat: The bar kinda thing in my dad kitchen
Song to sing: Westlife - To be with you
Lip gloss flavour: Flavour? It's not like I'm gonna eat it.
Jell-o Flavour: Eh the red one?
Quote: I've got a Feehily up my ass
Crayon color: Purple
LOVE LIFE ETC
Do you plan on having kids? Yes but not yet
Bf/gf? Yes!=)
What's your song? None?
How long have you been together? 2 months and a couple of days
Where do you plan on getting married? I'm gonna have a big white wedding in a nice church somewhere warm
Tv/computer: computer ofcourse
Guys/Girls: For what? =P Guys
Rain/Snow: Snow (in the winter, not for 6 months)
Singing/Dancing: Both at the same time
Summer/Winter: Summer!
Night/Day: Night
Go to sleep/Wake up: Go to sleep. I hate waking up
Funny/Scary movies: Both
On the phone/In person: In person
Hugs/Kisses: Both
Pink/Purple: Pink
FRIEND STUFF
Most understanding: Cissi
Sweetest: All of you :)
Best personality: Can't choose so all of you again =P
Which 5 people do u trust the most? I trust all my friends
Who makes you happy? Daniel and the rest of you
Most negative: None
Tallest: Daniel
Most Confusing: Cissi
Best Smelling: Daniel ;)
Warmest: Daniel
Coldest: Anna I think :P
Shortest: Malin
HAVE YOU EVER...
Eaten chicken? Yeah indeed
Borrowed something from a friend? Yup
Gotten a present? Yep =)
Been sick? Yes.. Not very nice
Missed someone? I do now.
Hugged someone? Yep all my friends. I love hugging people.
Looked in a newspaper? Yeah sometimes
Played with fire? Haha yeah
Went for a walk? Always
GENERAL QUESTIONS
What can't you live without?: Daniel, My friends, My family and Music
Who do you want to spend the rest of your life with? Read above =D
What’s the longest time you've been in a car? 12 or 13 hours or something like that.
What makes you happy? Meeting people, travelling, nice weather, listening to music and going to concerts.
What are your future goals? Take of sony/bmg
Have you even been hit in the head with a Frisbee? I don't think I have anyway
What song seems to reflect you the most? I'm not sure.. You don't know by Westlife maybe.
What color seems to reflect you the most? Eh? White?
Would you rather have a nice car or a nice house? A house
When did you last talk to the person that you like? Yesterday or does msn count? In that case a couple of mins ago.
81. Last time you were depressed? Depressed is a very strong word. Don't think I've ever been but sometimes I'm less happy. Last time that happened was probably in April.
30.6.07
Something
Har du fått som du vill?
Du har tappat din gloria
Så vrid om lite till
Vilken smutsig historia
Too much of everything. There are limits. I thought you learned, but I guess you didn't. You of anyone should know how I work, guess I was wrong again. It hurts you know.
Du har tappat din gloria
Så vrid om lite till
Vilken smutsig historia
Too much of everything. There are limits. I thought you learned, but I guess you didn't. You of anyone should know how I work, guess I was wrong again. It hurts you know.
Fairytale
I lie in bed and think about
The person that I want to be
Then one day I realized
The fairytale life wasn't for me
I don't wanna be like Cinderella
Sitting in a dark old dusty cellar
Waiting for somebody to come and set me free
I don't wanna be like Snow White waiting
For a handsome prince to come and save me
On a horse of white unless we're riding side by side
Don't wanna depend on no one else
I'd rather rescue myself
The person that I want to be
Then one day I realized
The fairytale life wasn't for me
I don't wanna be like Cinderella
Sitting in a dark old dusty cellar
Waiting for somebody to come and set me free
I don't wanna be like Snow White waiting
For a handsome prince to come and save me
On a horse of white unless we're riding side by side
Don't wanna depend on no one else
I'd rather rescue myself
Good morning
Oh what a wonderful lovely morning, well it could be (if it stopped raining, if the sun started to shine, if the clouds disappeared and it wouldn't be as windy). But you have to be happy for the little you get. Right now I'm kinda bored, could be cos I just got up and haven't started doing anything yet.
I can't wait until next Thursday when my beloved will be here!
It's never too hard to find the words
The words to say to you
You make it so easy just to talk
The way we talk things through
You're never too tired to care
You're never too busy to just be there
And when I smile my feelings show
So everybody, everybody knows
I can't wait until next Thursday when my beloved will be here!
It's never too hard to find the words
The words to say to you
You make it so easy just to talk
The way we talk things through
You're never too tired to care
You're never too busy to just be there
And when I smile my feelings show
So everybody, everybody knows
29.6.07
This is a fun blog entry
This will be a FUN blog entry since that's what a certain someone wants to read. I don't know what to write to make it fun though. How do you make a blog entry fun? Should I use all my terrible jokes maybe? Or just write plain weird and stupid stuff? Or something else? Nah I'll just skip that or something. I haven't got a clue what to write to be honest. But I just had a very long and very nice conversation with Anna.
"We pretend that we know more than we actually know" Mwahaha!
This is the Turner Brown joke that makes Cissi go double.
It was a dwarf in a sauna and then a guy with a huge dick came in. He noticed that the dwarf got a bit scared so he reached out his hand and said "Turner Brown" and then the dwarf fainted. When he a couple of minutes woke up again Turner Brown asked why he had fainted, "I just said my name was Turner Brown". "Oh" said the dwarf, "I thought you said turnaround."
(this is when you're meant to laugh)
"We pretend that we know more than we actually know" Mwahaha!
This is the Turner Brown joke that makes Cissi go double.
It was a dwarf in a sauna and then a guy with a huge dick came in. He noticed that the dwarf got a bit scared so he reached out his hand and said "Turner Brown" and then the dwarf fainted. When he a couple of minutes woke up again Turner Brown asked why he had fainted, "I just said my name was Turner Brown". "Oh" said the dwarf, "I thought you said turnaround."
(this is when you're meant to laugh)
Say you'll be there
If you put two and two together you will see what our friendship is for
If you can't work this equation then I guess I'll have to show you the door
Shocking news. But not very surprising when you think about it. It's time to give the little puppy some food and then go for a walk with him. After that Jocke should be home and I can go home and charge my phone. Obviously I'm gonna do other stuff as well, but my phone is all dead cos I got cut off while talking to Daniel. Not nice!
Why is the dog sleeping when I'm gonna feed him? A couple of hours ago he just wouldn't relax and now he won't show any sign of being able to walk over to the bowl of dogfood.
The tickets are booked! Yay, can't wait Darling. It's gonna be wonderful.
I'll give you everything oh this I swear
Just promise you'll always be there
If you can't work this equation then I guess I'll have to show you the door
Shocking news. But not very surprising when you think about it. It's time to give the little puppy some food and then go for a walk with him. After that Jocke should be home and I can go home and charge my phone. Obviously I'm gonna do other stuff as well, but my phone is all dead cos I got cut off while talking to Daniel. Not nice!
Why is the dog sleeping when I'm gonna feed him? A couple of hours ago he just wouldn't relax and now he won't show any sign of being able to walk over to the bowl of dogfood.
The tickets are booked! Yay, can't wait Darling. It's gonna be wonderful.
I'll give you everything oh this I swear
Just promise you'll always be there
28.6.07
"For godsake you're no fucking charity. You don't have to please everyone all the time, live your own life, make your own choices and if anyone complains, fuck them!"
I'll never forget those words. I did what you told me to do, what I should have done a long time ago. I'm happy I took your advice. If I wouldn't have listened to you back then I wouldn't be where I am now.
Still a dick.. I'm addicted to you.
I'll never forget those words. I did what you told me to do, what I should have done a long time ago. I'm happy I took your advice. If I wouldn't have listened to you back then I wouldn't be where I am now.
Still a dick.. I'm addicted to you.
27.6.07
Stuff
I'll cry later
Cause you ain't gonna see me hurt
I'll cry later
Cryin' only makes it worse
It's raining, it's pouring
Those tears, I'll ignore them
"Does he make you laugh?"
"Well, he doesn't make me cry"
Cause you ain't gonna see me hurt
I'll cry later
Cryin' only makes it worse
It's raining, it's pouring
Those tears, I'll ignore them
"Does he make you laugh?"
"Well, he doesn't make me cry"
Just for the record..
I've got better things to do than let you walk all over me!
How do you sleep while the rest of us cry
How do you dream when a mother has no chance to say goodbye
How do you walk with your head held high
Can you even look me in the eye
And tell me why
How do you sleep while the rest of us cry
How do you dream when a mother has no chance to say goodbye
How do you walk with your head held high
Can you even look me in the eye
And tell me why
Make some things clear
Just to make some things clear =P
Yesterdays post was meant to be something like: Why does my boyfriend have to be so far away when everyone else has their boyfriends close to them.. Mostly because I saw Malins and Raouls perfect relationship once again. It just made me miss mine.
Yesterdays post was meant to be something like: Why does my boyfriend have to be so far away when everyone else has their boyfriends close to them.. Mostly because I saw Malins and Raouls perfect relationship once again. It just made me miss mine.
I guess
I guess it's time to write something in this blog as well. But I wrote this loooong story in my other blog so I don't feel like writing something very long here.
I hope hope hope things go my way this time! =)
Love you boyfriend
I hope hope hope things go my way this time! =)
Love you boyfriend
26.6.07
25.6.07
Tired
This morning I woke up in an empty bed feeling cold, tired and lonely. How could the weekend fly by so extremly fast? Why does it seem like ages until I'll see my beloved again? Why is it 4 weeks left? Why Why Why? :'(
Now I'm at my sisters watching 3 tired pets and I'm about to fall asleep myself. As soon as the little puppy is at least a bit awake I'm gonna go for a nice refreshing walk with him. And when sis comes home we're gonna give the little one a bath. The good thing is that he's a dog, which means he won't complain as much as the cats does. Cats + Water = Bad idea. Hopefully she got her work schedule today so we can decide which day to visit grandma. I'm planning on ringing her later today so I can tell her when she can expect us to turn up. Sometime this week I'm also gonna meet Malin and of course exercise a couple of times.
Alright it then.. there goes the last bit of my so called pride. I'm all yours..
Now I'm at my sisters watching 3 tired pets and I'm about to fall asleep myself. As soon as the little puppy is at least a bit awake I'm gonna go for a nice refreshing walk with him. And when sis comes home we're gonna give the little one a bath. The good thing is that he's a dog, which means he won't complain as much as the cats does. Cats + Water = Bad idea. Hopefully she got her work schedule today so we can decide which day to visit grandma. I'm planning on ringing her later today so I can tell her when she can expect us to turn up. Sometime this week I'm also gonna meet Malin and of course exercise a couple of times.
Alright it then.. there goes the last bit of my so called pride. I'm all yours..
24.6.07
I miss you too
It's been so nice in Stockholm. I really didn't wanna go home and almost hoped Daniel would indeed lock me in the closet.
22.6.07
Midsummer
It's been a nice midsummer eve even though I see no point in celebrating it. I'm with Daniel now which is great! I've missed him soo much. Tonight we had a bbq with his sis and her bf. We ended up doing the meat in the oven though since our skills weren't that good. And ohyeah everything from Gustav Vasa until today is Daniels fault so I blame him =P Mwahaha! (naaah)
Dunno what we have planned for the rest of the weekend but I don't really care either. As long as I'm with my boyfriend I'm fine =D Soo.. I will probably go now and hopefully the tv thingie will be downloaded soon so we can watch it. Full frys =P Do you remember Edvin and the hamsterråtta? Aaaahh!!
Anyways.
Love you <3
Dunno what we have planned for the rest of the weekend but I don't really care either. As long as I'm with my boyfriend I'm fine =D Soo.. I will probably go now and hopefully the tv thingie will be downloaded soon so we can watch it. Full frys =P Do you remember Edvin and the hamsterråtta? Aaaahh!!
Anyways.
Love you <3
20.6.07
Almost here
You're only almost here
I am about to go to bed and read after watching Top Gun, one of the bestest movies I've ever seen. It's soon time to sleep as well. What is it that they say? The sooner you go to bed the sooner tomorrow comes? Or did I just make that one up? Either way.. :) It's true.
in 17 hours I will be in the Capital of Sweden (wohoo)
I love you, you know.. <3
I am about to go to bed and read after watching Top Gun, one of the bestest movies I've ever seen. It's soon time to sleep as well. What is it that they say? The sooner you go to bed the sooner tomorrow comes? Or did I just make that one up? Either way.. :) It's true.
in 17 hours I will be in the Capital of Sweden (wohoo)
I love you, you know.. <3
19.6.07
Morning
Soon it's time to hit the town and get that manicure done. Just gotta eat breakfast first and get ready. I might have lunch with Marie afterwards, if she's feeling better that is.
Then why do you strong him up?
Then why do you strong him up?
18.6.07
Please work?
For some reason the Internet is playing up on me all the time. It's not working properly and I'm convinced it's because it doesn't like me. I don't see why it would keep kicking me off msn and refuse to open the websites otherwise. I must have annoyed the great power up in the sky somehow.
I'm giving up on it soon cos it's driving me nuts. Wireless networks for the lose, never in my whole life I'm gonna get one of those shitty things.
I'm giving up on it soon cos it's driving me nuts. Wireless networks for the lose, never in my whole life I'm gonna get one of those shitty things.
Today's post
As someone told me I haven't posted an entry in my blog yet today, I figured it's probably time to do so. Here I am at home, just enjoying life to the fullest while listening to music. I've got no plans what so ever for tonight but that's fine. Stockholm on Thursday.. and I've even got myself a ticket now =) haha. Go me!
3 days left darling (L)
3 days left darling (L)
17.6.07
Wireless Internet
After many fun minutes looking at daddy when trying to get the Internet working, it's finally working! I was talking to Daniel while watching, that's why I wasn't annoyed or anything. I'm kinda tired now that's why I won't stay on for a long time. Or I mean, I won't write a long post.
It was nice hearing your voice again. I've missed it.
It was nice hearing your voice again. I've missed it.
16.6.07
Feeling good
This morning I just felt like crying or something even worse. That's why I decided to take some drugs against my throat, and it worked! =) I'm feeling fine now even though I should be dead.
Today was market day as I've mentioned before. Which means selling waffles. This year we (me and my sis) also sold some of our horsestuff. I think we sold nearly 600 waffles and it was, i think, the hardest for me since I was doing them in the end. It was fun though =)
Late night sauna
5 days now baby. can't wait! =) (L)
Today was market day as I've mentioned before. Which means selling waffles. This year we (me and my sis) also sold some of our horsestuff. I think we sold nearly 600 waffles and it was, i think, the hardest for me since I was doing them in the end. It was fun though =)
Late night sauna
5 days now baby. can't wait! =) (L)
15.6.07
Finally
I've been working so hard all day that I haven't had any time to sit infront of msn, until now that is. But it feels good to have everything set for tomorrow =)
I'm really tired and I'm feeling kinda sick so I'm not gonna write a long post now. I think this will do.
I'm really tired and I'm feeling kinda sick so I'm not gonna write a long post now. I think this will do.
Manicure
I just booked a time for manicure next week. So there'll be one more thing done for the party. I'm really out in good time this time around.
Right now I'm waiting for my sis and her boyfriend to arrive. It's a good thing that they're coming. The bad thing is that my throat hurts petty much. But as I said, the cold that I've been having in my body for a couple of months has finally decided to make me ill. I'll live though.
.next week.
Right now I'm waiting for my sis and her boyfriend to arrive. It's a good thing that they're coming. The bad thing is that my throat hurts petty much. But as I said, the cold that I've been having in my body for a couple of months has finally decided to make me ill. I'll live though.
.next week.
14.6.07
Coco Chanel
It's been alot of blogging today :P anyway, right now I'm in the middle of going through our "horsethings" that we, after our horse died, left here. It's a bit depressing looking at all the things, thinking about the past. I miss Coco so much (our dead horse, duh). Nothing can change whatever has happened though. My sister and I just have to look back and remember all the good times and hope it puts a smile on our face :)
The reason why I'm going through the stuff now is that we're probably gonna sell some things on Saturday at the market. The Market is the funniest day of the year in this little village and it really lives up. I'm looking forward to it.
The reason why I'm going through the stuff now is that we're probably gonna sell some things on Saturday at the market. The Market is the funniest day of the year in this little village and it really lives up. I'm looking forward to it.
Here we go again
Yes I'm bored. But I found where my mum hides all the piccies from the camera. So I'm gonna upload some of them.
First up, a very nice wintery pic of the house. It also features one of our little cats called Nasse.
First up, a very nice wintery pic of the house. It also features one of our little cats called Nasse.
And here is one of our cats in the christmas tree. Is that the right place for cats, I wonder..
Here's me and Mummy on a citytour bus in Dublin. The busdriver couldn't shut up about Molly Malone (Ronan Keating) and DannyBoy. That's an adventure I wouldn't do again.. but what don't you do for your folks. And ohyeah, yes it was raining. It's Dublin, what ya expect?
Here's three of my Kilkenny Darlings. Couldn't find a good pic of little Martin. However it's Oísin, Eve and Freya. It's actually a pic that Tom has taken and it was on my camera for some reason and now I've found it on this computer. Weird.
Last pic for today is us in the park. Not a very good pic, I know. But still.. I miss those times.
I'm thinking of you boyfriend <3
GAH!
I'm just not in a good mood today :( I can't find anything to do, everything is just boring. It's not fun! :'(
13.6.07
Totally forgot
I talked to my mum yesterday and guess what she told me? One of the guys living in the village is breeding ducks (änder inte ankor). So I hope this great news will bring Daniel down here cos I miss him sooo (räcker ut händerna så långt det går) much. Hehe. Private jokes ftw! =)
Busy day
Today has been a quite busy day. It started with me and my mum going to Kisa for some shopping. I bought a lovely dress, a pair of nice white shoes, earrings and a necklace. This is for my mums and stepdads double birthdayparty in the end of July. The only thing left to do before the party is having my hair cut and my nails done and I'm all set for partying! =)
And yeah of course I just HAD to text Daniel and tell him about my "princess dress" =D Hope he didn't mind. Mwahaha!
I went online just there but no one fun was online to talk to so I went offline again. No point staying on if no one important is there =P (my special one)
So yeah I'll go on with the story. After the shopping we went to this lunch with some neighbours, it was nice :) And then we did some work in the garden and THEN my grandparents arrived from Skåne. It's great seeing them again, it's been too long time. I haven't seen them since last summer. I really have to start seeing them more often.
We just "built" two tents in the garden and I'm kinda exhausted. Naah I'm fine really. =P Hehe..
Dunnow what I will do for the rest of the evening/night. But I was hoping to catch Daniel for a while (not litterary ofcourse), we'll see about that though.
Back to business. Love you boyfriend.
And yeah of course I just HAD to text Daniel and tell him about my "princess dress" =D Hope he didn't mind. Mwahaha!
I went online just there but no one fun was online to talk to so I went offline again. No point staying on if no one important is there =P (my special one)
So yeah I'll go on with the story. After the shopping we went to this lunch with some neighbours, it was nice :) And then we did some work in the garden and THEN my grandparents arrived from Skåne. It's great seeing them again, it's been too long time. I haven't seen them since last summer. I really have to start seeing them more often.
We just "built" two tents in the garden and I'm kinda exhausted. Naah I'm fine really. =P Hehe..
Dunnow what I will do for the rest of the evening/night. But I was hoping to catch Daniel for a while (not litterary ofcourse), we'll see about that though.
Back to business. Love you boyfriend.
12.6.07
Something I forgot
I've totally forgotten to write about my sister cycling "Vätternrundan". 90km in heating sun would have been enough for me to pass out but she made it through and I'm really proud of her. It's her second time doing this crazy thing and I've got a feeling it won't be the last one either.
I will probably upload a piccie later but now I'm not on my own computer so I can't.
I will probably upload a piccie later but now I'm not on my own computer so I can't.
130th post
And I haven't even had this blog for that long time. But I guess I like writing stuff in it :P
I'm in Björkfors at my mums now and I will be until Sunday or something like that. Which means I won't be able to talk to Daniel on the phone for like a week. Not good. And he doesn't reply on msn either :P Bad boy! hehe.
Today I've been swimming and sunbathing for a couple of hours before my mun collected me and we went foodshopping. And then as I said, I'm here in the bush at my mums. It's kinda nice being here in the summer though.. I mean swimming, sunbathing, not caring about a single thing (even though I do) and just relaxing. But still I have things to do (or my mum makes sure I keep myself occupied with something).
I still miss you boyfriend. 6 weeks = Forever
I'm in Björkfors at my mums now and I will be until Sunday or something like that. Which means I won't be able to talk to Daniel on the phone for like a week. Not good. And he doesn't reply on msn either :P Bad boy! hehe.
Today I've been swimming and sunbathing for a couple of hours before my mun collected me and we went foodshopping. And then as I said, I'm here in the bush at my mums. It's kinda nice being here in the summer though.. I mean swimming, sunbathing, not caring about a single thing (even though I do) and just relaxing. But still I have things to do (or my mum makes sure I keep myself occupied with something).
I still miss you boyfriend. 6 weeks = Forever
11.6.07
I miss you sweetie
Soo.. here I am at my sisters looking at a dog playing with a toy that makes a beeping sound when biting it. I'm soon going out with the little cutie to enjoy the sun for a while. It's a bit cloudy today though and I wouldn't be surprised if it started raining later on. I will be meeting Alex/Läcki/Alexandra/Bimbo later which is gonna be really nice since I haven't seen her since christmas. Time really goes fast.
I just read Daniels blog and it doesn't make me miss him less, if I put it that way. I really do miss you, you know <3
Now I finally realize how you felt back then. I know why you rang me everyday just to make sure I was ok. Why you missed me when I wasn't around and why you got scared everytime I left incase I wouldn't come back. It's so clear to me now. I guess I couldn't realize how it felt until I got hit by it myself. It's a crazy little thing called love. It's the scariest thing ever but yet so wonderful.
I just read Daniels blog and it doesn't make me miss him less, if I put it that way. I really do miss you, you know <3
Now I finally realize how you felt back then. I know why you rang me everyday just to make sure I was ok. Why you missed me when I wasn't around and why you got scared everytime I left incase I wouldn't come back. It's so clear to me now. I guess I couldn't realize how it felt until I got hit by it myself. It's a crazy little thing called love. It's the scariest thing ever but yet so wonderful.
6.6.07
Going home..
Because of you, I'm runnin out of reasons to cry
Tomorrow I'll be going home. It's gonna be so much fun =) But every upside has a downside. It's gonna be hard not seeing Daniel every day like I'm used to. I miss everyone at home though. But that doesn't mean I won't miss all my upnorth friends.
Soon Cissi! The duo will be complete again. It's gonna be like old times. Hanging out everyday not caring about anything. I can't function without you, and you know that.
Only cos I don't love you the way you want me to,
it doesn't mean that I don't love you with everything I am..
Tomorrow I'll be going home. It's gonna be so much fun =) But every upside has a downside. It's gonna be hard not seeing Daniel every day like I'm used to. I miss everyone at home though. But that doesn't mean I won't miss all my upnorth friends.
Soon Cissi! The duo will be complete again. It's gonna be like old times. Hanging out everyday not caring about anything. I can't function without you, and you know that.
Only cos I don't love you the way you want me to,
it doesn't mean that I don't love you with everything I am..
4.6.07
Summer
No guy is worth your tears
And the one who is.. will never make you cry
Summer!! =) Gonna get a tan today =)
Well for me it's waking up beside you
To watch the sunrise on your face
To know that I can say I love you
In any given time or place
And the one who is.. will never make you cry
Summer!! =) Gonna get a tan today =)
Well for me it's waking up beside you
To watch the sunrise on your face
To know that I can say I love you
In any given time or place
2.6.07
Annoyed
Tonight was another night of too much light in my room and I woke up pretty late again. Me and Anna are supposed to be writing the last part of our essay now. But she's sleeping. I wonder when we will finish this stupid thing. I need to pass this shitty subject. Mostly because I don't ever wanna do it again. But also because I obviously need the points. I'm working at 4 so she needs to wake up like now! This is gonna take a while.
1.6.07
Skellhell has summer
I ain't gonna be just a face in the crowd
You're gonna hear my voice
When I shout it out loud
Today has been a good day. Haven't done that much, it's nice. I met Daniel though. And that was more than nice. What's also nice is that it's officially summer in Skellhell! =)
Did you read the part where I said I'll always love you?
You're gonna hear my voice
When I shout it out loud
Today has been a good day. Haven't done that much, it's nice. I met Daniel though. And that was more than nice. What's also nice is that it's officially summer in Skellhell! =)
Did you read the part where I said I'll always love you?
One year in Skellefteå
So one year in Skellefteå has gone by. The time here has been the best and worst of my life. I've made more new friends than I ever dreamed about. I really had some great moments. But there has also been times when I've wished I hadn't moved here in the first place. That's all part of life though.
My lovelife has taken many wrong turns this year. Starting with me being hung up on the same guy all the way over in Dublin. Thinking I was over him I met someone here. That lasted about 3 months before I realized that it wasn't working out. And yeah, I obviously wasn't over guy number one either. After that, I started liking wrong guy number 2. Where do they all come from? It was a bit harder this time. Liking a good friend but even harder, lying to yourself and everybody about it. It's only November now. I, then and there decided to be single and not care about guys at all. Easier said than done.
It's June now and thinking back, I'm happy I took all those wrong turns. Cos about 2 months ago, I finally took a turn in the right direction. I'm over both guy 1 and guy 2 and I also met a guy who (for a change) is not like my ex-boyfriends. Which makes me think this will work out just fine :)
For the first time in a long time I'm inlove with someone who loves me just as much =)
My lovelife has taken many wrong turns this year. Starting with me being hung up on the same guy all the way over in Dublin. Thinking I was over him I met someone here. That lasted about 3 months before I realized that it wasn't working out. And yeah, I obviously wasn't over guy number one either. After that, I started liking wrong guy number 2. Where do they all come from? It was a bit harder this time. Liking a good friend but even harder, lying to yourself and everybody about it. It's only November now. I, then and there decided to be single and not care about guys at all. Easier said than done.
It's June now and thinking back, I'm happy I took all those wrong turns. Cos about 2 months ago, I finally took a turn in the right direction. I'm over both guy 1 and guy 2 and I also met a guy who (for a change) is not like my ex-boyfriends. Which makes me think this will work out just fine :)
For the first time in a long time I'm inlove with someone who loves me just as much =)
30.5.07
Inlove and projects
Just because I'm inlove..
Projectworks are really getting to me now. I'm so sick of it all. It was fun while we were doing it, but now? Writing an essay? 10 freaking pages? Give me a break will ya. Isn't it enough with a 20 min presentation? Apperently not. School ftw.
So tomorrow is the graduation party. I wonder who's gonna be here after the summer and who's leaving.. I guess we'll see.
Projectworks are really getting to me now. I'm so sick of it all. It was fun while we were doing it, but now? Writing an essay? 10 freaking pages? Give me a break will ya. Isn't it enough with a 20 min presentation? Apperently not. School ftw.
So tomorrow is the graduation party. I wonder who's gonna be here after the summer and who's leaving.. I guess we'll see.
29.5.07
I do need you
So what if I care?
So what if I still want you to be there?
I know I can't change your mind.
I just hope some day you'll realize what you've left behind.
This friendship has reached the end of the line.
Somehow, now I remember seeing the stop sign.
I don't know who to blame, but either way I'm sorry.
Whatever happens you know I'll be here for you, so don't you worry.
Nothing will ever be the same.
We don't talk as much and that's a shame.
You were the one to make me happy, but now you don't know what to say.
But that's okey because I've found someone else to make my day.
So what if I still want you to be there?
I know I can't change your mind.
I just hope some day you'll realize what you've left behind.
This friendship has reached the end of the line.
Somehow, now I remember seeing the stop sign.
I don't know who to blame, but either way I'm sorry.
Whatever happens you know I'll be here for you, so don't you worry.
Nothing will ever be the same.
We don't talk as much and that's a shame.
You were the one to make me happy, but now you don't know what to say.
But that's okey because I've found someone else to make my day.
Sugar
Look into my eyes you will see
What you mean to me
Search your heart, search your soul
When you find me there you'll search no more
Don't tell me it's not worth trying for
You can't tell me it's not worth dying for
You know it's true
Everything I do, I do it for you
What you mean to me
Search your heart, search your soul
When you find me there you'll search no more
Don't tell me it's not worth trying for
You can't tell me it's not worth dying for
You know it's true
Everything I do, I do it for you
I said I'd use it =P
Give me a break
I'm not gonna do your fucking work for you! I just wanna get this over and done with, get it? Either you help or you're not part of this anymore. It's as simple as that.
The last bandrelease (we're gonna help with anyway) is finally over and done with. It's gonna be sent out tomorrow morning, but we (me and Martin) finished it yesterday. Go us! Now it's just the essay and the oral presentation (god help us). Nah we should be alright.. once we start doing it.
The last bandrelease (we're gonna help with anyway) is finally over and done with. It's gonna be sent out tomorrow morning, but we (me and Martin) finished it yesterday. Go us! Now it's just the essay and the oral presentation (god help us). Nah we should be alright.. once we start doing it.
26.5.07
Speechless
You've got something over me
Right now it's all a mystery
This things taken over you see
No matter what I do
I'm speechless over you
It don't make any sense at all
But I'm here to always take the fall
Baby...here's the proof
No matter what you do
I'm speechless over you
Party last night. The night started out a bit quiet but the more we drank, the more fun we had. I think everyone was pretty drunk when we left for Traversen. Especially my lovely boyfriend (a bit too much to drink maybe? =)) Haha the walk to the pub was an adventure of itself, but it was so much fun! However, once we got there I was the one starting to drink (a bit too much) and Daniel settled with water for the rest of the night. I think I was dancing quite alot with Simon and Fredrik. After a while I had ooze too far up so I gave away my drink and started drinking water too. But it was a while ago since I was really drunk so it was fun!
I'm so tired right now. And I'm working tonight, which should be fun. But still. I'm gonna be dead when I get home, thank god I can relax tomorrow. Combined with studying of course. Shouldn't be too bad though. Once I get started I mean =P
Anyway, shower for the win.
XxxX
You try to read me
You try to figure out
You try to breath me,
but you can't blow me out
You try to feel me,
but I'm so out of touch
I wont be falling,
you won't have to pick me up
Right now it's all a mystery
This things taken over you see
No matter what I do
I'm speechless over you
It don't make any sense at all
But I'm here to always take the fall
Baby...here's the proof
No matter what you do
I'm speechless over you
Party last night. The night started out a bit quiet but the more we drank, the more fun we had. I think everyone was pretty drunk when we left for Traversen. Especially my lovely boyfriend (a bit too much to drink maybe? =)) Haha the walk to the pub was an adventure of itself, but it was so much fun! However, once we got there I was the one starting to drink (a bit too much) and Daniel settled with water for the rest of the night. I think I was dancing quite alot with Simon and Fredrik. After a while I had ooze too far up so I gave away my drink and started drinking water too. But it was a while ago since I was really drunk so it was fun!
I'm so tired right now. And I'm working tonight, which should be fun. But still. I'm gonna be dead when I get home, thank god I can relax tomorrow. Combined with studying of course. Shouldn't be too bad though. Once I get started I mean =P
Anyway, shower for the win.
XxxX
You try to read me
You try to figure out
You try to breath me,
but you can't blow me out
You try to feel me,
but I'm so out of touch
I wont be falling,
you won't have to pick me up
24.5.07
My nearest and dearest
Cissi - My world stops turning without you
Alexandra - My Bimbolicious!
Malin - Alla vet att underbart är kort.. My little Doll.
Åsa - Bestest sis in the whole wide world!
Anna - More than just Amazing ;)
Friends ask why you're crying
Best friends already have a shovel
ready to bury the loser who made you cry
Thnx for always having that shovel ready <3
The seminare is finally over and done. Thank god!! Dunnow really how it went but I don't care. I'm just as happy that I've survived it! =) Anyway, Annas going home today for her mums birthdayparty. Which leaves me alone here until Tuesday *sigh*. But I have my Daniel (and the rest of my friends of course) so I'll live :) We're gonna watch the second Pirates movie tonight (so we can go to the cinema and watch the third one).
Oh and I got my new keyboard yesterday. For some reason I got a new mouse as well, so now I have a spare one :) Hmm.. a song maybe? I'm gonna look for a perfect song to put down here. Today it WILL be a Westlife song. I'm in such a Westlife mood now, I so wanna see them soon again. Bring on the 2008 tour! (nu helst!)
Oh and we (my lovely team=the best team) worked at the pub last night. The funniest thing ever. I think it was a long time ago since I had that much fun =) I needed that.
I've had enough of not believing
Living life without a meaning
I want something real that I'm feeling when I'm next to you
Lets build a house of love and devotion
A window to my hearts emotion
Until the very end it's the place I'm gonna keep you in
Best friends already have a shovel
ready to bury the loser who made you cry
Thnx for always having that shovel ready <3
The seminare is finally over and done. Thank god!! Dunnow really how it went but I don't care. I'm just as happy that I've survived it! =) Anyway, Annas going home today for her mums birthdayparty. Which leaves me alone here until Tuesday *sigh*. But I have my Daniel (and the rest of my friends of course) so I'll live :) We're gonna watch the second Pirates movie tonight (so we can go to the cinema and watch the third one).
Oh and I got my new keyboard yesterday. For some reason I got a new mouse as well, so now I have a spare one :) Hmm.. a song maybe? I'm gonna look for a perfect song to put down here. Today it WILL be a Westlife song. I'm in such a Westlife mood now, I so wanna see them soon again. Bring on the 2008 tour! (nu helst!)
Oh and we (my lovely team=the best team) worked at the pub last night. The funniest thing ever. I think it was a long time ago since I had that much fun =) I needed that.
I've had enough of not believing
Living life without a meaning
I want something real that I'm feeling when I'm next to you
Lets build a house of love and devotion
A window to my hearts emotion
Until the very end it's the place I'm gonna keep you in
22.5.07
Oooh, I'm almost awake now. I'm so tired. Will probably sleep soon cos I won't be able to stay awake for much longer. I don't know anymore. Gaaaah. Take me away!
So much confusion
Circling inside my head
What this one and that one said
It's all an illusion cause I'm still the same person
No matter how fast I run
And I'm trying to hold on to where it is I've come from
Sorry you feel that way, I wish I could do something about it. But all I can be is myself.. And if that's not good enough for you, then.. there's not much I can do. Sorry.
Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard just to talk to you
But you don't understand
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
However, life is brilliant apart from this shit. I love all my friends that are still there for me =)
Daniel, Anna, Cissi, Marie, Ztanz, Wii, Läcki, Malin, Emma.. Love you all <3
So much confusion
Circling inside my head
What this one and that one said
It's all an illusion cause I'm still the same person
No matter how fast I run
And I'm trying to hold on to where it is I've come from
Sorry you feel that way, I wish I could do something about it. But all I can be is myself.. And if that's not good enough for you, then.. there's not much I can do. Sorry.
Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard just to talk to you
But you don't understand
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
However, life is brilliant apart from this shit. I love all my friends that are still there for me =)
Daniel, Anna, Cissi, Marie, Ztanz, Wii, Läcki, Malin, Emma.. Love you all <3
I wanna hold you
Until the fear in me subsides
Sooo.. today has been one of these relaxing days. Wasn't meant to be though =P Stayed over at Daniels so I had to get up kinda early today so I had time to go home before going to school. The MMM lesson was fun. But I was so tired! My own fault.. hehe, I could have gone home early last night.. but I didn't ;) So anyways.. I don't have that much to write, honestly. Right now I'm just listening to music and think about doing something. It feels kinda good now, with school I mean. Just a few weeks left now =) But then it's summer holiday and I've still got no clue what I'm gonna do. Fuckin hell! My luck huh? Ah well. I guess the people at home will be happy that I probs will be there most of the summer.
Until the fear in me subsides
Sooo.. today has been one of these relaxing days. Wasn't meant to be though =P Stayed over at Daniels so I had to get up kinda early today so I had time to go home before going to school. The MMM lesson was fun. But I was so tired! My own fault.. hehe, I could have gone home early last night.. but I didn't ;) So anyways.. I don't have that much to write, honestly. Right now I'm just listening to music and think about doing something. It feels kinda good now, with school I mean. Just a few weeks left now =) But then it's summer holiday and I've still got no clue what I'm gonna do. Fuckin hell! My luck huh? Ah well. I guess the people at home will be happy that I probs will be there most of the summer.
21.5.07
20.5.07
Phösarsittning, well it wasn't as good as I hoped it'd be. But I don't for one second regret going there. I still had fun. Especially when we, in the middle of the night (early morning), decided to play footie on this fake grass footballpitch. Most of the skellhell people were there and it was so much fun! I think I fell over a couple of times and got those small black rubber thingies stuck in my fluff =P But who cares. It's okey as long as you have fun, right? =) Haha! So anyways, got home like 2 hours ago. And I'm really tired, early night tonight.
Someone told me that true friends never leave your side (thank you!), so how come you did? The more I think about it, the more confused I get. It does hurt me you know, the way you don't care anymore. If anything ever happened to you, I'd be on the first plane home and you know that! I made that promise before I left and you know as well as I do that I don't break promises. Especially not after everything we've been through.. I guess you just don't value our friendship and much as I do. Your loss?
Cissi, why did they get lives? Why are we the only ones stuck in the same freaking place? When did everything get to serious? =( Thanks for still being yourself. Much appreciated.
I've got nothing more "fun" to write this time. Over and out..
Someone told me that true friends never leave your side (thank you!), so how come you did? The more I think about it, the more confused I get. It does hurt me you know, the way you don't care anymore. If anything ever happened to you, I'd be on the first plane home and you know that! I made that promise before I left and you know as well as I do that I don't break promises. Especially not after everything we've been through.. I guess you just don't value our friendship and much as I do. Your loss?
Cissi, why did they get lives? Why are we the only ones stuck in the same freaking place? When did everything get to serious? =( Thanks for still being yourself. Much appreciated.
I've got nothing more "fun" to write this time. Over and out..
19.5.07
It was so nice to sleep. I think I slept until Anna went to work. But then for some reason I fell asleep again after waking up. Lovely.
Phösarsittning today. It's gonna be so much fun. I just hope I won't be disappointed. Don't think I'll though. But anyway.
Had a nice talk yesterday. Felt good :)
The things we did, the things we said
Keep comin' back to me and make me smile again
You showed me how to face the truth
Everything that's good in me I owe to you
I walk along these empty streets
There is not a second you're not here with me
The love you gave, the praise you showed
Will always give me strength and be my corner stone
For the first time it's not you who can heal me..
Phösarsittning today. It's gonna be so much fun. I just hope I won't be disappointed. Don't think I'll though. But anyway.
Had a nice talk yesterday. Felt good :)
The things we did, the things we said
Keep comin' back to me and make me smile again
You showed me how to face the truth
Everything that's good in me I owe to you
I walk along these empty streets
There is not a second you're not here with me
The love you gave, the praise you showed
Will always give me strength and be my corner stone
For the first time it's not you who can heal me..
The suckiness of it all
Just imagine the keyboard to your computer breaking down in the middle of you writing something. Can it get worse? Yes it can! You eventually realize that it's not just the battery, it's actually broken. *sigh* You ring the support number (of course you are a regular customer) *sigh again* They tell you that the keyboard is broken (like you haven't noticed already) and they tell you that they will send a new one. *yay* It could take up to 10 working days. *shit* You realize that you have all the project works on your computer and this is really bad. what do you do? ohyeah, you and your puppy eyes ask your amazingly nice friend Ztanz if you could borrow a keyboard from him. And yeah you can. Otherwise I wouldn't be writing this now. It's all great timing here.. I just don't know anymore.
However, me and Anna went to Traversen today. It was completely dead and I almost fell asleep. Especially since I was cuddling up to Daniel. It kinda makes you comfortable and not in a dancing around mood =)
It's the third time now. Third times a charm, isn't it? I sure hope it is anyway. I can't take being burned another time. Somehow I know it's different this time..
I'm so tired right now.. but it would be no point going to bed. I can't sleep anyway. I sometimes can't fall asleep for some weird unknown reason. I guess I just think and worry too much *sigh* Why me?
Baby, I'm the worrying kind
Just imagine the keyboard to your computer breaking down in the middle of you writing something. Can it get worse? Yes it can! You eventually realize that it's not just the battery, it's actually broken. *sigh* You ring the support number (of course you are a regular customer) *sigh again* They tell you that the keyboard is broken (like you haven't noticed already) and they tell you that they will send a new one. *yay* It could take up to 10 working days. *shit* You realize that you have all the project works on your computer and this is really bad. what do you do? ohyeah, you and your puppy eyes ask your amazingly nice friend Ztanz if you could borrow a keyboard from him. And yeah you can. Otherwise I wouldn't be writing this now. It's all great timing here.. I just don't know anymore.
However, me and Anna went to Traversen today. It was completely dead and I almost fell asleep. Especially since I was cuddling up to Daniel. It kinda makes you comfortable and not in a dancing around mood =)
It's the third time now. Third times a charm, isn't it? I sure hope it is anyway. I can't take being burned another time. Somehow I know it's different this time..
I'm so tired right now.. but it would be no point going to bed. I can't sleep anyway. I sometimes can't fall asleep for some weird unknown reason. I guess I just think and worry too much *sigh* Why me?
Baby, I'm the worrying kind
16.5.07
Why should I feel bad? You're the one who stopped talking to me. Where have you gone anyways? I'm not the one to desert friends, but you disappeared on me. Ah well. Nothing lasts forever I guess.
Wow, that really was a long time ago. October 2005. Loads of things has happened..
Lying close to you, feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
And then I kiss your eyes
And thank God we're together
I just wanna stay with you in this moment forever
Forever and ever
That song brings back so many good memories. I'll never forget me and Sheena singing it on Nicko's 21st. Sharing a mic to the karaoke machine at 5 in the morning.. after having one too many drinks. (I was still hungover when I went to bed the following day)
Wow, that really was a long time ago. October 2005. Loads of things has happened..
I moved away from Dublin, leaving everything there behind (almost)
Sheena and Nicko broke up (he is so better off without her)
I don't have the same bf anymore (again, nothing lasts forever)
I finally took Alans advise and got over Derek (a bit too late), saving myself from yet another heartbreak. I know now it wasn't worth it (everyone does stupid things)
Don't know how many gf's Derek has had since then. But they tend to change quite often (sigh)
Nicko is not my future husband anymore =P Haha. (I wanna divorce =P)
Ah well, the past is gone and the future is yet to come.
And I swear it all over again..
14.5.07
Only for you <3
Today has been one of those days. Knowing you have to study your ass off as soon as you get up. It makes you wanna stay in bed for hours hoping that the work you have to do will be gone when you do get up, or even better, that it has like a miracle been perfectly done already. It never happens though, so yeah I had to get up anyway. But the day went kinda quick, too quick actually. We didn't realize how long time it would take to write all those shitty things. So tomorrow will be all studying as well. Come to think of it, the rest of this term will be studying. Shit!
Don't know what to write. My head is empty from thinking too much.
I've been waiting patiently for him to come and get it
I wonder if he knows that he can say it and I'm with it
I knew I had my mind made up from the very beginning
Catch this opportunity so you and me could feel it 'cos
If you're ready for me boy
You'd better push the button and let me know
Before I get the wrong idea and go
You're gonna miss the freak that I control
Today has been one of those days. Knowing you have to study your ass off as soon as you get up. It makes you wanna stay in bed for hours hoping that the work you have to do will be gone when you do get up, or even better, that it has like a miracle been perfectly done already. It never happens though, so yeah I had to get up anyway. But the day went kinda quick, too quick actually. We didn't realize how long time it would take to write all those shitty things. So tomorrow will be all studying as well. Come to think of it, the rest of this term will be studying. Shit!
Don't know what to write. My head is empty from thinking too much.
I've been waiting patiently for him to come and get it
I wonder if he knows that he can say it and I'm with it
I knew I had my mind made up from the very beginning
Catch this opportunity so you and me could feel it 'cos
If you're ready for me boy
You'd better push the button and let me know
Before I get the wrong idea and go
You're gonna miss the freak that I control
12.5.07
Good Morning Sunshines =)
I'm in a great mood today =D Sooo.. yesterday I worked at Traversen. I was soo tired like, but I survived =) It was nice coming home to my bed though. But I can't say it was boring there. I talked to people I haven't talked to in a while :) Was nice.
Anyway, I think I'm going into town today. Since I haven't done that yet =P Haha. I've been planning on doing that like every day this week. But then I always find better things to do ;)
However, I'm looking forward to the phösarsittning next weekend =D
Allow us? <3 Miss you muchness Darlings..
I'm in a great mood today =D Sooo.. yesterday I worked at Traversen. I was soo tired like, but I survived =) It was nice coming home to my bed though. But I can't say it was boring there. I talked to people I haven't talked to in a while :) Was nice.
Anyway, I think I'm going into town today. Since I haven't done that yet =P Haha. I've been planning on doing that like every day this week. But then I always find better things to do ;)
However, I'm looking forward to the phösarsittning next weekend =D
Allow us? <3 Miss you muchness Darlings..
11.5.07
Wow, It's not raining today. First day in ages =P Right now I'm not doing anything at all. But I've been a good girl =D I've cleaned my room and also cleaned the kitchen (go me!) And yeah well I'm planning on going into town later on and then after that våldgästa Daniel =P Hope he doesn't mind ;) But it's true what he said, there's no point cos he has to open the door for me =P So I guess I should say that I'm planning on visiting him instead =D
However, the cinema yesterday was nice. Good film, really =)
Hm Anna has her two friends here now. And they're gonna terrorise me tonight =D Wahey! I hope they get drunk and start doing stupid things so I can laugh at them =S or maybe not.
Nah I'm gonna have a shower now and get ready for whatever might happen.
XxxX
However, the cinema yesterday was nice. Good film, really =)
Hm Anna has her two friends here now. And they're gonna terrorise me tonight =D Wahey! I hope they get drunk and start doing stupid things so I can laugh at them =S or maybe not.
Nah I'm gonna have a shower now and get ready for whatever might happen.
XxxX
9.5.07
Back home again. It's so nice being back, even though it's been a day full of stress. I'm delighted that it's all finished now and I pray to god (not really) that it will work out just fine.
I spent most of the evening in a terrible mood, or not a good one anyway. And it didn't really help finding out that apperently it makes people feel bad by seeing me (sorry but it wasn't the best thing to say, even though I know you didn't exactly mean it the way it came out) No harm done, not really. I'm fine now =) I just won scrabble 3 times in a row. 3 times a charm? eh? =)
I was going to find a lovely song to put in here since I'm all loved up but yeah I don't know which one. But still, any Westlife song will do. It's gonna be a Ronan song though when I think about it.
I should sleep, I really shouldn't sit here and do nothing. Or I don't do nothing, but still. I hate to say that tonight I did feel a bit sick. But I really hope that I won't get a cold or whatever. Not now anyways.
That's the way you make me feel
It's better than I've ever known it
Better than it's ever been
I can't seem to control it, no
It's the way you make me feel
Like the sun coming up in the morning
Like holding the world in your hands
In a way I could never imagine
It's the way you make me feel
I spent most of the evening in a terrible mood, or not a good one anyway. And it didn't really help finding out that apperently it makes people feel bad by seeing me (sorry but it wasn't the best thing to say, even though I know you didn't exactly mean it the way it came out) No harm done, not really. I'm fine now =) I just won scrabble 3 times in a row. 3 times a charm? eh? =)
I was going to find a lovely song to put in here since I'm all loved up but yeah I don't know which one. But still, any Westlife song will do. It's gonna be a Ronan song though when I think about it.
I should sleep, I really shouldn't sit here and do nothing. Or I don't do nothing, but still. I hate to say that tonight I did feel a bit sick. But I really hope that I won't get a cold or whatever. Not now anyways.
That's the way you make me feel
It's better than I've ever known it
Better than it's ever been
I can't seem to control it, no
It's the way you make me feel
Like the sun coming up in the morning
Like holding the world in your hands
In a way I could never imagine
It's the way you make me feel
7.5.07
Me and Cissi went on one of our walks last night =P We didn't go to our second home though. We'll do that later this summer. Instead we went through the town down to the river and then up through the estate between Johannelund and town and after that back through town and we also stayed and talked next to my traffic lights. Many eh not so very nice photos were taken. No comment about them though.
I don't really have that much to write.. only that I'm going home today and that it's gonna be really nice =) Can't wait to go to the airport and do a bit of people watching =P ah well..
Over and out. XxxX
I don't really have that much to write.. only that I'm going home today and that it's gonna be really nice =) Can't wait to go to the airport and do a bit of people watching =P ah well..
Over and out. XxxX
4.5.07
I'm minding the little puppy again. I was going to my mum like eh now. But they were kinda in a rush so I'm going there tonight instead. Gotta call my stepdad - note to self. Actually I'm calling now or I'll forget about it. Over and done.
The little one is sleeping now, after playing outside. But this time I won't fall asleep like I did before haha. I should go out with him again soon. Anyway, to other stuff.
It's gonna be nice going home again, well yeah, I know it's still a few days left but I miss Skellefteå. Ok, I don't miss the town obviously. I miss all my friends up there (or atleast some of them) And I miss Daniel the most =) But you know that already.
Soo.. nothing new here. I'm gonna find a pic to have on msn. Since I'm gonna be stuck here for a while now. Or stuck is the wrong word to use =P I like it here. My sis is the bestest ever =D
As usual I only write crap here. I've got nothing better to do of course =) Soo.. enough I think.
XxxX
The little one is sleeping now, after playing outside. But this time I won't fall asleep like I did before haha. I should go out with him again soon. Anyway, to other stuff.
It's gonna be nice going home again, well yeah, I know it's still a few days left but I miss Skellefteå. Ok, I don't miss the town obviously. I miss all my friends up there (or atleast some of them) And I miss Daniel the most =) But you know that already.
Soo.. nothing new here. I'm gonna find a pic to have on msn. Since I'm gonna be stuck here for a while now. Or stuck is the wrong word to use =P I like it here. My sis is the bestest ever =D
As usual I only write crap here. I've got nothing better to do of course =) Soo.. enough I think.
XxxX
3.5.07
This is my 100th blogpost :P (interesting?!) Anyway, I'm at home now :) I really wish I could be in 2 places at once.
Hm this won't be a post where I write all those depressing things like missing people (even though I do) Nah I'm gonna write about nice things.
For example, had a very nice conversation yesterday evening/night :) I miss you.
I'm at my sisters now and I have one sleeping sis, 2 sleeping cats and 1 sleeping puppy here to entertain me =P Wow.. I'm so bored right now. Guess that's why I'm writing in my blog. Well of course I wanna update you all two or three people reading this, haha.
It's really a shame that I can't see all my friends while I'm here. I keep forgetting that people actually have lives nowadays =P Next time will be better, I promise.
Wohoo, now Daniels sis came online, guess I have someone to talk to =P
Hm this won't be a post where I write all those depressing things like missing people (even though I do) Nah I'm gonna write about nice things.
For example, had a very nice conversation yesterday evening/night :) I miss you.
I'm at my sisters now and I have one sleeping sis, 2 sleeping cats and 1 sleeping puppy here to entertain me =P Wow.. I'm so bored right now. Guess that's why I'm writing in my blog. Well of course I wanna update you all two or three people reading this, haha.
It's really a shame that I can't see all my friends while I'm here. I keep forgetting that people actually have lives nowadays =P Next time will be better, I promise.
Wohoo, now Daniels sis came online, guess I have someone to talk to =P
29.4.07
All that I want in my life
Is the feeling of peace
Deep within me truly
I took a chance
I let go
I promised myself
That it wouldn't scare me
Miracles appear I know
Now I can see it show
Cause I
Found out what I dreamt of
And I looked it up
At this very moment
What I want is what I've got
Found out what was missing
And I looked it up
And at this very moment,
What I want is what I've got
Life is too short to hold back
I won't live in the past
Being lonely now I know
This is the time of my life
Yes I'm sure
What I want is what I've got
Was at the staffparty last night after a nice day with Daniel :) However, the party was ok. I can't say I love those staffparties but I had a good time anyway.
Right now I'm packing, washing clothes and all those extremly fun things ^o) Going home today. I already stated I can't be in two places at once, although I wish I could. It's gonna be fun going home though.
Cissi - I miss the endless talks and walks in the middle of the night.
and all the drunk nights in town =P
not to mention watching white chicks ;) laughing until we can't breathe.
I really can't cope without you
Marie - Movienights =)
ah well.. :) See ya all in Linköping!
but still.. 7 days without Daniel =(
<3
Is the feeling of peace
Deep within me truly
I took a chance
I let go
I promised myself
That it wouldn't scare me
Miracles appear I know
Now I can see it show
Cause I
Found out what I dreamt of
And I looked it up
At this very moment
What I want is what I've got
Found out what was missing
And I looked it up
And at this very moment,
What I want is what I've got
Life is too short to hold back
I won't live in the past
Being lonely now I know
This is the time of my life
Yes I'm sure
What I want is what I've got
Was at the staffparty last night after a nice day with Daniel :) However, the party was ok. I can't say I love those staffparties but I had a good time anyway.
Right now I'm packing, washing clothes and all those extremly fun things ^o) Going home today. I already stated I can't be in two places at once, although I wish I could. It's gonna be fun going home though.
Cissi - I miss the endless talks and walks in the middle of the night.
and all the drunk nights in town =P
not to mention watching white chicks ;) laughing until we can't breathe.
I really can't cope without you
Marie - Movienights =)
ah well.. :) See ya all in Linköping!
but still.. 7 days without Daniel =(
<3
28.4.07
27.4.07
Soo this day is almost over. Or well the night is young (??) it's 5 o'clock though but still :)
I wonder how a plastic-elephant can mean that much =P
Anyway I thought that this would be the perfect way to spend/waste some time but I don't have a clue what to write so yeah.. The End =D
Who can tell the time and place
When you see your soul reflected in their face
It would be a spell you’re under
And it’ll hit you just like thunder
I wonder how a plastic-elephant can mean that much =P
Anyway I thought that this would be the perfect way to spend/waste some time but I don't have a clue what to write so yeah.. The End =D
Who can tell the time and place
When you see your soul reflected in their face
It would be a spell you’re under
And it’ll hit you just like thunder
This is way too early to get up. I'm not used to this! Hm come to think about it.. I did choose it myself. But that's only cos I don't wanna work too much tonight or tomorrow. Since I decided last night to go to Traversen tonight =P Hehe!
Anyway music lesson today. Should be fun. But we have a quite long lesson to only have one lecturer. But ah well. I'm off at half 3 so it's grand =)
Hm now suddenly I haven't got a clue what to write in this thing. Last night when I couldn't sleep I came up with loads of things to write but I must have forgotten them.
Btw, I hope you stay too..
Anyway music lesson today. Should be fun. But we have a quite long lesson to only have one lecturer. But ah well. I'm off at half 3 so it's grand =)
Hm now suddenly I haven't got a clue what to write in this thing. Last night when I couldn't sleep I came up with loads of things to write but I must have forgotten them.
Btw, I hope you stay too..
26.4.07
Hm I've been sitting here for too long now waiting. And now Anna went so I'm all alone (apart from the other people in here that I don't know)
However, today was fine after all. First we went to school to get a (I came to a rather quick ending last time since someone walked into the room ;)) But I'll continue the very very (eh?) interesting story now.
However, we went to school to get our feedback. I think we did ok, or more than ok since I thought we'd get like 3 points or something. Anyway after that we went to Musikfabriken to meet the Trästock people. We sat there for like 1 hour or something and then we could go again. (what was the point really? 8-)) ehm, then we went into town for a while and to school again. we had that meeting about the project (thats why we needed to get the feedback) so yeah the meeting was fine. He just laughed our errors off and we blamed it on being tired (or what did we say?) After that I went to the computer room we always go to. And that's where I started writing this =P Now I'm home again. After being to Phösarmötet.
Yeah, now I think this is enough =) Happy? ;)
Me likes you
However, today was fine after all. First we went to school to get a (I came to a rather quick ending last time since someone walked into the room ;)) But I'll continue the very very (eh?) interesting story now.
However, we went to school to get our feedback. I think we did ok, or more than ok since I thought we'd get like 3 points or something. Anyway after that we went to Musikfabriken to meet the Trästock people. We sat there for like 1 hour or something and then we could go again. (what was the point really? 8-)) ehm, then we went into town for a while and to school again. we had that meeting about the project (thats why we needed to get the feedback) so yeah the meeting was fine. He just laughed our errors off and we blamed it on being tired (or what did we say?) After that I went to the computer room we always go to. And that's where I started writing this =P Now I'm home again. After being to Phösarmötet.
Yeah, now I think this is enough =) Happy? ;)
Me likes you
24.4.07
For the first time in a long time I really like someone =) It's quite funny how you just open your eyes =) Anyway it feels great so far. We'll see whatever happens.
Haha I don't know for how long I'll stick to "Singles Forever" Cissi! =P You never know.. =)
I'm just very happy right now! (Even though I was in a bad mood and felt like shit a couple of hours ago. All that is gone now, thank god!)
22.4.07
Idol today. It was fun :) I was standing outside precast room number 1 all day. Making sure that the right person went into the room and the right time. Ohyeah and also made sure that they (the nervous "singers") were at least a bit quiet. It was kinda tiring. I mean, standing there from 10 until I don't know.. 18.15 maybe? With one break.. Ah well. I'm not complaining (as usual)
21.4.07
Don't think I don't know how it feels. Cos I do. I'm in the same situation myself so yeah I really know. But that doesn't mean I'm just gonna sit back and let it happen. I'm still in control of my own life.
And btw, if it's gonna be like this.. then I don't wanna be a part of it. I just wanna live my life. No complications what so ever.
And btw, if it's gonna be like this.. then I don't wanna be a part of it. I just wanna live my life. No complications what so ever.
19.4.07
I'm not gonna drink for a while now. Drinking is confusing. Or I get confused when I'm drunk, everytime! I always think that people are serious with what they say/do (stupid of me eh?) I've completely given up on all that shit now. If you want to fool anyone I'm here, all set! Pick me! Someone always choose me anyway. Alright, this time wasn't so bad to be honest, but last time did hurt me. And the time before that.. and then I was sober! (ok maybe drink is not involved, I can easily get fooled anyway)
Nah really, don't bother me. I'm in a bad mood. Mostly because I've just broken a promise to myself (or actually 2). Anyways I promised myself I wouldn't feel this (whatever it is) about anyone ever again. But here we go.. lala. You can always hope though. It's just a phase.
Nah really, don't bother me. I'm in a bad mood. Mostly because I've just broken a promise to myself (or actually 2). Anyways I promised myself I wouldn't feel this (whatever it is) about anyone ever again. But here we go.. lala. You can always hope though. It's just a phase.
13.4.07
Quotes
"Ja, helst"
"Det var en angenäm upplevelse"
"Anbelanga" (det användes dock i fel form och fel sammanhang)
"Öka takten pojkar"
"Jag har sagt det förrut och jag säger det igen, Manchester nästa år"
"Ja, och det är ju jätteidiotiskt"
"Well.. they're staying here"
"Westlife will be on this very stage very very soon"
"Gul bil!"
"I'm having a chat with a woman here, relax will ya."
"It's 9000 people in here!!"
Hm can't think of more quotes since I should have written this much earlier.
"Ja, helst"
"Det var en angenäm upplevelse"
"Anbelanga" (det användes dock i fel form och fel sammanhang)
"Öka takten pojkar"
"Jag har sagt det förrut och jag säger det igen, Manchester nästa år"
"Ja, och det är ju jätteidiotiskt"
"Well.. they're staying here"
"Westlife will be on this very stage very very soon"
"Gul bil!"
"I'm having a chat with a woman here, relax will ya."
"It's 9000 people in here!!"
Hm can't think of more quotes since I should have written this much earlier.
Aberdeen
April 10th
We had to get up quite early to get the bus to Aberdeen. We knew it would take pretty long time to get there since it's across the whole country (??) of Scotland. But I didn't expect it to take 3½ hours (:O) Too long time on a bus. When we finally got there we thought that everything looked exactly the same (honestly it's like going back in time). Anyway we had no clue where to go. Since we didn't have a map (and for some reason we're too proud using one anyway) and the hotel didn't give us an address (which wouldn't have been useful either way since we had no map). We walked around for about an hour (in the wrong side of town I might add) and then we found the tourist information desk. Wahey, we walked in there and talked to the lovely lady :) She told us how to get to the hotel and also which bus we should take to the arena (yes, it was too far away to walk, I admit)
However, we checked into the hotel and our newfound friend at the reception told us that The bros were staying in the very same hotel. Pathetic, I know. Or, I can't find a better word for it. But the fact that she actually told us was quite fun. But the funniest moment is yet to come.
We went to HMV cos I wanted to buy the Bros cd. On our way there we joked about how fun it'd be if they had a signing in there. 2 seconds after that we saw people walk out with autographs. We just stared at each other and started laughing. And yes, of course they were in the signing. So we met them again and told them how wonderful of a country Sweden is and that they should come. They said it's really tempting.
To the concert..
First row wasn't as good as we thought it'd be. (Once more, don't have me started on the arena. The suckiness!!) We sat kinda outside the arena, if that's possible. And the also put another row infront of us (where did the row A tickets go?!) I hate being used to The Globe, I mean, Everywhere else sucks now. I'm also spoilt for being used to be up front. However, once the concert started it was alright anyway :) Everyone loves out Flaggis (a small swedish flag)
April 11th
Last day in Aberdeen, last day of our little tour and last concert. A bit sad. But home is always the best, no matter what they say. And I keep telling myself that it's better to stop while it's still fun. This days seats at the concert were probably the best we had this year. 5th row right in the middle. And Kian laughed at us :D Wohoo. That's nothing new though. The love tour rocked my socks off! =)
April 12th
Going home..
I got stopped at the security check at the airport. First for a random body check. Fine I thought. But Anna is always the one who happens to be the random. After that I happened to be the random check of handluggage as well. "I'm just looking for explosives" I mean, do I look like a terrorist? And she also asked me if I minded her looking through my bag. Did I really have a choice? So I said no of course, so she asked me to open it and then she took out most of the things and yeah was looking for explosives. Then it was a day full of airports and planes. I'm so sick of it all by now. When landed in Stockholm they were playing you raise me up for us :) What a lovely welcome :P
April 10th
We had to get up quite early to get the bus to Aberdeen. We knew it would take pretty long time to get there since it's across the whole country (??) of Scotland. But I didn't expect it to take 3½ hours (:O) Too long time on a bus. When we finally got there we thought that everything looked exactly the same (honestly it's like going back in time). Anyway we had no clue where to go. Since we didn't have a map (and for some reason we're too proud using one anyway) and the hotel didn't give us an address (which wouldn't have been useful either way since we had no map). We walked around for about an hour (in the wrong side of town I might add) and then we found the tourist information desk. Wahey, we walked in there and talked to the lovely lady :) She told us how to get to the hotel and also which bus we should take to the arena (yes, it was too far away to walk, I admit)
However, we checked into the hotel and our newfound friend at the reception told us that The bros were staying in the very same hotel. Pathetic, I know. Or, I can't find a better word for it. But the fact that she actually told us was quite fun. But the funniest moment is yet to come.
We went to HMV cos I wanted to buy the Bros cd. On our way there we joked about how fun it'd be if they had a signing in there. 2 seconds after that we saw people walk out with autographs. We just stared at each other and started laughing. And yes, of course they were in the signing. So we met them again and told them how wonderful of a country Sweden is and that they should come. They said it's really tempting.
To the concert..
First row wasn't as good as we thought it'd be. (Once more, don't have me started on the arena. The suckiness!!) We sat kinda outside the arena, if that's possible. And the also put another row infront of us (where did the row A tickets go?!) I hate being used to The Globe, I mean, Everywhere else sucks now. I'm also spoilt for being used to be up front. However, once the concert started it was alright anyway :) Everyone loves out Flaggis (a small swedish flag)
April 11th
Last day in Aberdeen, last day of our little tour and last concert. A bit sad. But home is always the best, no matter what they say. And I keep telling myself that it's better to stop while it's still fun. This days seats at the concert were probably the best we had this year. 5th row right in the middle. And Kian laughed at us :D Wohoo. That's nothing new though. The love tour rocked my socks off! =)
April 12th
Going home..
I got stopped at the security check at the airport. First for a random body check. Fine I thought. But Anna is always the one who happens to be the random. After that I happened to be the random check of handluggage as well. "I'm just looking for explosives" I mean, do I look like a terrorist? And she also asked me if I minded her looking through my bag. Did I really have a choice? So I said no of course, so she asked me to open it and then she took out most of the things and yeah was looking for explosives. Then it was a day full of airports and planes. I'm so sick of it all by now. When landed in Stockholm they were playing you raise me up for us :) What a lovely welcome :P
Glasgow
April 5th
Olalala, the day had finally come. Our plans since September would happen at last. Or everything didn't exactly go as planned. But more about that later :) This day was just travelling.
Skellefteå - Stockholm Arlanda
Stockholm Arlanda - London Heathrow
London Heathrow - London Gatwick
London Gatwick - Glasgow (Ohyes)
We arrived at 11 in the evening (night) and went straight to the hotel. I don't think sleeping has ever been so good :)
April 6th
We tried to find Westlifes hotel but instead we ran into Mcfly (ohmy). They were in a rush though to leave the hotel (and Glasgow) so we didn't get a chance to talk or take photos or anything. Anyway, the hotel is like no comment. So we went around town and then to the arena. SECC is a fucking joke, I can't believe it! They simply can't build arenas that will work for concerts. I'm not even gonna get started. So that's it!
April 7th
So I'm getting abit tired of writing this thing so I'm keeping it short (A). Concert this day as well. As good as always. Nothing more happened I think. Or actually, I think this was the day we totally embarrassed ourselves "Öka takten pojkar" haha. Can it get any funnier? We also realized that we have very many private jokes.
April 8th
Last concert in Glasgow which means only 2 more left in Aberdeen. But we decided to go to the Sugababes concert the day between the cities. I mean, what else would we do? It's not exactly fun in Glasgow. (Again, don't get me started) We met the lovely opening act (McDonald bros) And saw the not so very lovely opening act (the unconventionals) The Bros are totally amazingly nice and wonderful. After the concert we saw when they left the arena. (Wow)
April 9th
By this time we had totally given up on Glasgow (and the rest of the scotland btw). We didn't do that much before the Sugababes concert. It wasn't exactly fair to see Sugababes inbetween Westlife concerts. I mean Westlife are so much better. But it was a good concert. Tomorrow it's off to Aberdeen..
April 5th
Olalala, the day had finally come. Our plans since September would happen at last. Or everything didn't exactly go as planned. But more about that later :) This day was just travelling.
Skellefteå - Stockholm Arlanda
Stockholm Arlanda - London Heathrow
London Heathrow - London Gatwick
London Gatwick - Glasgow (Ohyes)
We arrived at 11 in the evening (night) and went straight to the hotel. I don't think sleeping has ever been so good :)
April 6th
We tried to find Westlifes hotel but instead we ran into Mcfly (ohmy). They were in a rush though to leave the hotel (and Glasgow) so we didn't get a chance to talk or take photos or anything. Anyway, the hotel is like no comment. So we went around town and then to the arena. SECC is a fucking joke, I can't believe it! They simply can't build arenas that will work for concerts. I'm not even gonna get started. So that's it!
April 7th
So I'm getting abit tired of writing this thing so I'm keeping it short (A). Concert this day as well. As good as always. Nothing more happened I think. Or actually, I think this was the day we totally embarrassed ourselves "Öka takten pojkar" haha. Can it get any funnier? We also realized that we have very many private jokes.
April 8th
Last concert in Glasgow which means only 2 more left in Aberdeen. But we decided to go to the Sugababes concert the day between the cities. I mean, what else would we do? It's not exactly fun in Glasgow. (Again, don't get me started) We met the lovely opening act (McDonald bros) And saw the not so very lovely opening act (the unconventionals) The Bros are totally amazingly nice and wonderful. After the concert we saw when they left the arena. (Wow)
April 9th
By this time we had totally given up on Glasgow (and the rest of the scotland btw). We didn't do that much before the Sugababes concert. It wasn't exactly fair to see Sugababes inbetween Westlife concerts. I mean Westlife are so much better. But it was a good concert. Tomorrow it's off to Aberdeen..
30.3.07
It's tomorrow today now (den vanliga logiken finns alltid kvar) I woke up at 9 and just couldn't resist starting the day ;) I have so much to do today which is good or I'd be going nuts =P
First wash some things and watch a dvd, then school, give my keys to Ztanz or Sill, have a shower, eat, clean the kitchen and then we're off =) And I'm pretty sure there is something else as well that I've forgotten to write.. I guess I have to check if I've packed everything I need and all that.
First wash some things and watch a dvd, then school, give my keys to Ztanz or Sill, have a shower, eat, clean the kitchen and then we're off =) And I'm pretty sure there is something else as well that I've forgotten to write.. I guess I have to check if I've packed everything I need and all that.
29.3.07
Tomorrow =)
London baby! =) Well first down to Stockholm (tomorrow evening) and then to London (saturday morning). I really can't wait. The list is gonna be sooo much longer, I guess the extension won't come until Glasgow and Aberdeen though. But still =)
There are rumours going round about Westlife NOT recording a tour dvd this year. I wouldn't be surprised if this was the case but I would be truly disappointed. I mean, what is BMG really thinking? More like, what the heck is wrong with them? First ratpack album then the love album and now NO tour dvd? I'm not sure how much of this that has been really Westlife's choice and how much has been BMG's brilliant ideas. *sigh* that pretty much says it all. Ah well, I ain't gonna let this get me down because I'm gonna see Westlife live 7 times anyway. But I can't help to think about all those people that for one reason or another can't go to the UK to see them, poor them! When they used to have their European tour that was one thing.. but now they don't even do a proper tour. I wonder where the future is to be honest. But yeah I'm not gonna let this ruin me and Annas little following Westlife tour.
Anyways, the sooner I go to bed the sooner tomorrow will come =) (not that i'm gonna sleep yet but still =P)
London baby! =) Well first down to Stockholm (tomorrow evening) and then to London (saturday morning). I really can't wait. The list is gonna be sooo much longer, I guess the extension won't come until Glasgow and Aberdeen though. But still =)
There are rumours going round about Westlife NOT recording a tour dvd this year. I wouldn't be surprised if this was the case but I would be truly disappointed. I mean, what is BMG really thinking? More like, what the heck is wrong with them? First ratpack album then the love album and now NO tour dvd? I'm not sure how much of this that has been really Westlife's choice and how much has been BMG's brilliant ideas. *sigh* that pretty much says it all. Ah well, I ain't gonna let this get me down because I'm gonna see Westlife live 7 times anyway. But I can't help to think about all those people that for one reason or another can't go to the UK to see them, poor them! When they used to have their European tour that was one thing.. but now they don't even do a proper tour. I wonder where the future is to be honest. But yeah I'm not gonna let this ruin me and Annas little following Westlife tour.
Anyways, the sooner I go to bed the sooner tomorrow will come =) (not that i'm gonna sleep yet but still =P)
26.3.07
Dear Diary
Today I saw that boy
As he walked by
I thought he smiled at me
And I wondered
Does he know what's in my heart?
I tried to smile but I could hardly breathe
Should I tell him how I feel?
Or would that scare him away? D
iary tell me what to do
Please tell me what to say
I know I shouldn't care, but I do..
Today I saw that boy
As he walked by
I thought he smiled at me
And I wondered
Does he know what's in my heart?
I tried to smile but I could hardly breathe
Should I tell him how I feel?
Or would that scare him away? D
iary tell me what to do
Please tell me what to say
I know I shouldn't care, but I do..
25.3.07
18.3.07
17.3.07
Well well I guess it was a while ago since I last wrote in this blog. I know that cos Anna told me to write something, or she gave me a hint anyway ;) Haha!
I was working at Traversen last night and that was fun. Funnier than it has been in a long time. Anyway, it's party night tonight. I'm not sure if I'm gonna go mad though, I've got a bit of an headache. But we'll see :) Have fun and meet people anyway. That's always fun. Who cares about the drinks.
Everything feels so good at the momet, no exams to study for anymore =P Wahey! I just hope I passed the exams I did. And if I didn't.. well that's a bridge I cross when I come to it. I think I'm gonna start the party soon ;) Anna has already started drinking =P I should join her instead of writing shit on here.
over and out
I was working at Traversen last night and that was fun. Funnier than it has been in a long time. Anyway, it's party night tonight. I'm not sure if I'm gonna go mad though, I've got a bit of an headache. But we'll see :) Have fun and meet people anyway. That's always fun. Who cares about the drinks.
Everything feels so good at the momet, no exams to study for anymore =P Wahey! I just hope I passed the exams I did. And if I didn't.. well that's a bridge I cross when I come to it. I think I'm gonna start the party soon ;) Anna has already started drinking =P I should join her instead of writing shit on here.
over and out
15.3.07
12.3.07
The weekend was so much fun :) Sleepover, lectures, games, spex, fun moments, playing in the snow, nice photos and even nicer people. MMM rules and that's the way it is.
Today was exam day, I think I did quite ok. But you never know if you pass or not. I guess I'll have to wait until I get it back. I don't know really what I should do now, I'm so extremly bored and tired as well. But it's no fun going to bed. I mean, I have a lie in tomorrow =P Ah well.. If nothing funnier than this is happening I might as well sleep.
I'm getting more and more annoyed everytime we talk.. that kind of hurts me a bit cos it used to be so good. I guess I'm ok now and that's why I don't "need" the talks as much anymore. I'm not sure.
I hate it, but I think it's the fact I'm used to having you around me. It's not good. Not at all. I don't wanna be in a situation where I can take you for granted. I wanna fight for things, anything I can have I automatically don't want anymore.. Or maybe I didn't want it to start with but that's not the point.
no hurting emotions. no tears. no regrets. no mistakes. no you and me.
Today was exam day, I think I did quite ok. But you never know if you pass or not. I guess I'll have to wait until I get it back. I don't know really what I should do now, I'm so extremly bored and tired as well. But it's no fun going to bed. I mean, I have a lie in tomorrow =P Ah well.. If nothing funnier than this is happening I might as well sleep.
I'm getting more and more annoyed everytime we talk.. that kind of hurts me a bit cos it used to be so good. I guess I'm ok now and that's why I don't "need" the talks as much anymore. I'm not sure.
I hate it, but I think it's the fact I'm used to having you around me. It's not good. Not at all. I don't wanna be in a situation where I can take you for granted. I wanna fight for things, anything I can have I automatically don't want anymore.. Or maybe I didn't want it to start with but that's not the point.
no hurting emotions. no tears. no regrets. no mistakes. no you and me.
9.3.07
Today:
In an hour or something me, Anna and Pia are going to make some ryggtrycks =P on our eh uniforms? haha. Don't ask =D
After that we have to do a bit of studying aaaand after that we are going to the teambuilding whatever thing in Lövånger :) Let's hope it'll be fun :)
Tomorrow:
The teambuilding thing all day
Day after tomorrow:
Go home from Lövånger :P and study my ass off.
Day after day after tomorrow:
Exam
In an hour or something me, Anna and Pia are going to make some ryggtrycks =P on our eh uniforms? haha. Don't ask =D
After that we have to do a bit of studying aaaand after that we are going to the teambuilding whatever thing in Lövånger :) Let's hope it'll be fun :)
Tomorrow:
The teambuilding thing all day
Day after tomorrow:
Go home from Lövånger :P and study my ass off.
Day after day after tomorrow:
Exam
7.3.07
Anyone wanna do some studying for me? =) It's not that fun, but luckily this time it seems like I'm actually learning it. I know what I can expect from the exam. Or from the person creating the exam maybe. Creating? Wow, now that's a fancy word. I'm impressed by myself. Why isn't anyone talking to me when I'm sitting infront of the computer? Once more I realize that it doesn't matter if I'm online or not. Ah well.. back to the studies I guess
5.3.07
4.3.07
Yesterday was party night. It was kinda okey. Me and Anna rules the dancefloor as usual (which means no one else was there). Some people just don't know when to feel ditched! Gosh! Well it started out okey, we just had a laugh. But then it started to annoy us. And people wonder why we ran outside ;) haha.
Oh baby you're making a mistake again, oh why?
Don't you understand that everytime you do, you make me cry?
Oh baby you're making a mistake again, oh why?
Don't you understand that everytime you do, you make me cry?
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