All that I want in my life
Is the feeling of peace
Deep within me truly
I took a chance
I let go
I promised myself
That it wouldn't scare me
Miracles appear I know
Now I can see it show
Cause I
Found out what I dreamt of
And I looked it up
At this very moment
What I want is what I've got
Found out what was missing
And I looked it up
And at this very moment,
What I want is what I've got
Life is too short to hold back
I won't live in the past
Being lonely now I know
This is the time of my life
Yes I'm sure
What I want is what I've got
Was at the staffparty last night after a nice day with Daniel :) However, the party was ok. I can't say I love those staffparties but I had a good time anyway.
Right now I'm packing, washing clothes and all those extremly fun things ^o) Going home today. I already stated I can't be in two places at once, although I wish I could. It's gonna be fun going home though.
Cissi - I miss the endless talks and walks in the middle of the night.
and all the drunk nights in town =P
not to mention watching white chicks ;) laughing until we can't breathe.
I really can't cope without you
Marie - Movienights =)
ah well.. :) See ya all in Linköping!
but still.. 7 days without Daniel =(
<3
29.4.07
28.4.07
27.4.07
Soo this day is almost over. Or well the night is young (??) it's 5 o'clock though but still :)
I wonder how a plastic-elephant can mean that much =P
Anyway I thought that this would be the perfect way to spend/waste some time but I don't have a clue what to write so yeah.. The End =D
Who can tell the time and place
When you see your soul reflected in their face
It would be a spell you’re under
And it’ll hit you just like thunder
I wonder how a plastic-elephant can mean that much =P
Anyway I thought that this would be the perfect way to spend/waste some time but I don't have a clue what to write so yeah.. The End =D
Who can tell the time and place
When you see your soul reflected in their face
It would be a spell you’re under
And it’ll hit you just like thunder
This is way too early to get up. I'm not used to this! Hm come to think about it.. I did choose it myself. But that's only cos I don't wanna work too much tonight or tomorrow. Since I decided last night to go to Traversen tonight =P Hehe!
Anyway music lesson today. Should be fun. But we have a quite long lesson to only have one lecturer. But ah well. I'm off at half 3 so it's grand =)
Hm now suddenly I haven't got a clue what to write in this thing. Last night when I couldn't sleep I came up with loads of things to write but I must have forgotten them.
Btw, I hope you stay too..
Anyway music lesson today. Should be fun. But we have a quite long lesson to only have one lecturer. But ah well. I'm off at half 3 so it's grand =)
Hm now suddenly I haven't got a clue what to write in this thing. Last night when I couldn't sleep I came up with loads of things to write but I must have forgotten them.
Btw, I hope you stay too..
26.4.07
Hm I've been sitting here for too long now waiting. And now Anna went so I'm all alone (apart from the other people in here that I don't know)
However, today was fine after all. First we went to school to get a (I came to a rather quick ending last time since someone walked into the room ;)) But I'll continue the very very (eh?) interesting story now.
However, we went to school to get our feedback. I think we did ok, or more than ok since I thought we'd get like 3 points or something. Anyway after that we went to Musikfabriken to meet the Trästock people. We sat there for like 1 hour or something and then we could go again. (what was the point really? 8-)) ehm, then we went into town for a while and to school again. we had that meeting about the project (thats why we needed to get the feedback) so yeah the meeting was fine. He just laughed our errors off and we blamed it on being tired (or what did we say?) After that I went to the computer room we always go to. And that's where I started writing this =P Now I'm home again. After being to Phösarmötet.
Yeah, now I think this is enough =) Happy? ;)
Me likes you
However, today was fine after all. First we went to school to get a (I came to a rather quick ending last time since someone walked into the room ;)) But I'll continue the very very (eh?) interesting story now.
However, we went to school to get our feedback. I think we did ok, or more than ok since I thought we'd get like 3 points or something. Anyway after that we went to Musikfabriken to meet the Trästock people. We sat there for like 1 hour or something and then we could go again. (what was the point really? 8-)) ehm, then we went into town for a while and to school again. we had that meeting about the project (thats why we needed to get the feedback) so yeah the meeting was fine. He just laughed our errors off and we blamed it on being tired (or what did we say?) After that I went to the computer room we always go to. And that's where I started writing this =P Now I'm home again. After being to Phösarmötet.
Yeah, now I think this is enough =) Happy? ;)
Me likes you
24.4.07
For the first time in a long time I really like someone =) It's quite funny how you just open your eyes =) Anyway it feels great so far. We'll see whatever happens.
Haha I don't know for how long I'll stick to "Singles Forever" Cissi! =P You never know.. =)
I'm just very happy right now! (Even though I was in a bad mood and felt like shit a couple of hours ago. All that is gone now, thank god!)
22.4.07
Idol today. It was fun :) I was standing outside precast room number 1 all day. Making sure that the right person went into the room and the right time. Ohyeah and also made sure that they (the nervous "singers") were at least a bit quiet. It was kinda tiring. I mean, standing there from 10 until I don't know.. 18.15 maybe? With one break.. Ah well. I'm not complaining (as usual)
21.4.07
Don't think I don't know how it feels. Cos I do. I'm in the same situation myself so yeah I really know. But that doesn't mean I'm just gonna sit back and let it happen. I'm still in control of my own life.
And btw, if it's gonna be like this.. then I don't wanna be a part of it. I just wanna live my life. No complications what so ever.
And btw, if it's gonna be like this.. then I don't wanna be a part of it. I just wanna live my life. No complications what so ever.
19.4.07
I'm not gonna drink for a while now. Drinking is confusing. Or I get confused when I'm drunk, everytime! I always think that people are serious with what they say/do (stupid of me eh?) I've completely given up on all that shit now. If you want to fool anyone I'm here, all set! Pick me! Someone always choose me anyway. Alright, this time wasn't so bad to be honest, but last time did hurt me. And the time before that.. and then I was sober! (ok maybe drink is not involved, I can easily get fooled anyway)
Nah really, don't bother me. I'm in a bad mood. Mostly because I've just broken a promise to myself (or actually 2). Anyways I promised myself I wouldn't feel this (whatever it is) about anyone ever again. But here we go.. lala. You can always hope though. It's just a phase.
Nah really, don't bother me. I'm in a bad mood. Mostly because I've just broken a promise to myself (or actually 2). Anyways I promised myself I wouldn't feel this (whatever it is) about anyone ever again. But here we go.. lala. You can always hope though. It's just a phase.
13.4.07
Quotes
"Ja, helst"
"Det var en angenäm upplevelse"
"Anbelanga" (det användes dock i fel form och fel sammanhang)
"Öka takten pojkar"
"Jag har sagt det förrut och jag säger det igen, Manchester nästa år"
"Ja, och det är ju jätteidiotiskt"
"Well.. they're staying here"
"Westlife will be on this very stage very very soon"
"Gul bil!"
"I'm having a chat with a woman here, relax will ya."
"It's 9000 people in here!!"
Hm can't think of more quotes since I should have written this much earlier.
"Ja, helst"
"Det var en angenäm upplevelse"
"Anbelanga" (det användes dock i fel form och fel sammanhang)
"Öka takten pojkar"
"Jag har sagt det förrut och jag säger det igen, Manchester nästa år"
"Ja, och det är ju jätteidiotiskt"
"Well.. they're staying here"
"Westlife will be on this very stage very very soon"
"Gul bil!"
"I'm having a chat with a woman here, relax will ya."
"It's 9000 people in here!!"
Hm can't think of more quotes since I should have written this much earlier.
Aberdeen
April 10th
We had to get up quite early to get the bus to Aberdeen. We knew it would take pretty long time to get there since it's across the whole country (??) of Scotland. But I didn't expect it to take 3½ hours (:O) Too long time on a bus. When we finally got there we thought that everything looked exactly the same (honestly it's like going back in time). Anyway we had no clue where to go. Since we didn't have a map (and for some reason we're too proud using one anyway) and the hotel didn't give us an address (which wouldn't have been useful either way since we had no map). We walked around for about an hour (in the wrong side of town I might add) and then we found the tourist information desk. Wahey, we walked in there and talked to the lovely lady :) She told us how to get to the hotel and also which bus we should take to the arena (yes, it was too far away to walk, I admit)
However, we checked into the hotel and our newfound friend at the reception told us that The bros were staying in the very same hotel. Pathetic, I know. Or, I can't find a better word for it. But the fact that she actually told us was quite fun. But the funniest moment is yet to come.
We went to HMV cos I wanted to buy the Bros cd. On our way there we joked about how fun it'd be if they had a signing in there. 2 seconds after that we saw people walk out with autographs. We just stared at each other and started laughing. And yes, of course they were in the signing. So we met them again and told them how wonderful of a country Sweden is and that they should come. They said it's really tempting.
To the concert..
First row wasn't as good as we thought it'd be. (Once more, don't have me started on the arena. The suckiness!!) We sat kinda outside the arena, if that's possible. And the also put another row infront of us (where did the row A tickets go?!) I hate being used to The Globe, I mean, Everywhere else sucks now. I'm also spoilt for being used to be up front. However, once the concert started it was alright anyway :) Everyone loves out Flaggis (a small swedish flag)
April 11th
Last day in Aberdeen, last day of our little tour and last concert. A bit sad. But home is always the best, no matter what they say. And I keep telling myself that it's better to stop while it's still fun. This days seats at the concert were probably the best we had this year. 5th row right in the middle. And Kian laughed at us :D Wohoo. That's nothing new though. The love tour rocked my socks off! =)
April 12th
Going home..
I got stopped at the security check at the airport. First for a random body check. Fine I thought. But Anna is always the one who happens to be the random. After that I happened to be the random check of handluggage as well. "I'm just looking for explosives" I mean, do I look like a terrorist? And she also asked me if I minded her looking through my bag. Did I really have a choice? So I said no of course, so she asked me to open it and then she took out most of the things and yeah was looking for explosives. Then it was a day full of airports and planes. I'm so sick of it all by now. When landed in Stockholm they were playing you raise me up for us :) What a lovely welcome :P
April 10th
We had to get up quite early to get the bus to Aberdeen. We knew it would take pretty long time to get there since it's across the whole country (??) of Scotland. But I didn't expect it to take 3½ hours (:O) Too long time on a bus. When we finally got there we thought that everything looked exactly the same (honestly it's like going back in time). Anyway we had no clue where to go. Since we didn't have a map (and for some reason we're too proud using one anyway) and the hotel didn't give us an address (which wouldn't have been useful either way since we had no map). We walked around for about an hour (in the wrong side of town I might add) and then we found the tourist information desk. Wahey, we walked in there and talked to the lovely lady :) She told us how to get to the hotel and also which bus we should take to the arena (yes, it was too far away to walk, I admit)
However, we checked into the hotel and our newfound friend at the reception told us that The bros were staying in the very same hotel. Pathetic, I know. Or, I can't find a better word for it. But the fact that she actually told us was quite fun. But the funniest moment is yet to come.
We went to HMV cos I wanted to buy the Bros cd. On our way there we joked about how fun it'd be if they had a signing in there. 2 seconds after that we saw people walk out with autographs. We just stared at each other and started laughing. And yes, of course they were in the signing. So we met them again and told them how wonderful of a country Sweden is and that they should come. They said it's really tempting.
To the concert..
First row wasn't as good as we thought it'd be. (Once more, don't have me started on the arena. The suckiness!!) We sat kinda outside the arena, if that's possible. And the also put another row infront of us (where did the row A tickets go?!) I hate being used to The Globe, I mean, Everywhere else sucks now. I'm also spoilt for being used to be up front. However, once the concert started it was alright anyway :) Everyone loves out Flaggis (a small swedish flag)
April 11th
Last day in Aberdeen, last day of our little tour and last concert. A bit sad. But home is always the best, no matter what they say. And I keep telling myself that it's better to stop while it's still fun. This days seats at the concert were probably the best we had this year. 5th row right in the middle. And Kian laughed at us :D Wohoo. That's nothing new though. The love tour rocked my socks off! =)
April 12th
Going home..
I got stopped at the security check at the airport. First for a random body check. Fine I thought. But Anna is always the one who happens to be the random. After that I happened to be the random check of handluggage as well. "I'm just looking for explosives" I mean, do I look like a terrorist? And she also asked me if I minded her looking through my bag. Did I really have a choice? So I said no of course, so she asked me to open it and then she took out most of the things and yeah was looking for explosives. Then it was a day full of airports and planes. I'm so sick of it all by now. When landed in Stockholm they were playing you raise me up for us :) What a lovely welcome :P
Glasgow
April 5th
Olalala, the day had finally come. Our plans since September would happen at last. Or everything didn't exactly go as planned. But more about that later :) This day was just travelling.
Skellefteå - Stockholm Arlanda
Stockholm Arlanda - London Heathrow
London Heathrow - London Gatwick
London Gatwick - Glasgow (Ohyes)
We arrived at 11 in the evening (night) and went straight to the hotel. I don't think sleeping has ever been so good :)
April 6th
We tried to find Westlifes hotel but instead we ran into Mcfly (ohmy). They were in a rush though to leave the hotel (and Glasgow) so we didn't get a chance to talk or take photos or anything. Anyway, the hotel is like no comment. So we went around town and then to the arena. SECC is a fucking joke, I can't believe it! They simply can't build arenas that will work for concerts. I'm not even gonna get started. So that's it!
April 7th
So I'm getting abit tired of writing this thing so I'm keeping it short (A). Concert this day as well. As good as always. Nothing more happened I think. Or actually, I think this was the day we totally embarrassed ourselves "Öka takten pojkar" haha. Can it get any funnier? We also realized that we have very many private jokes.
April 8th
Last concert in Glasgow which means only 2 more left in Aberdeen. But we decided to go to the Sugababes concert the day between the cities. I mean, what else would we do? It's not exactly fun in Glasgow. (Again, don't get me started) We met the lovely opening act (McDonald bros) And saw the not so very lovely opening act (the unconventionals) The Bros are totally amazingly nice and wonderful. After the concert we saw when they left the arena. (Wow)
April 9th
By this time we had totally given up on Glasgow (and the rest of the scotland btw). We didn't do that much before the Sugababes concert. It wasn't exactly fair to see Sugababes inbetween Westlife concerts. I mean Westlife are so much better. But it was a good concert. Tomorrow it's off to Aberdeen..
April 5th
Olalala, the day had finally come. Our plans since September would happen at last. Or everything didn't exactly go as planned. But more about that later :) This day was just travelling.
Skellefteå - Stockholm Arlanda
Stockholm Arlanda - London Heathrow
London Heathrow - London Gatwick
London Gatwick - Glasgow (Ohyes)
We arrived at 11 in the evening (night) and went straight to the hotel. I don't think sleeping has ever been so good :)
April 6th
We tried to find Westlifes hotel but instead we ran into Mcfly (ohmy). They were in a rush though to leave the hotel (and Glasgow) so we didn't get a chance to talk or take photos or anything. Anyway, the hotel is like no comment. So we went around town and then to the arena. SECC is a fucking joke, I can't believe it! They simply can't build arenas that will work for concerts. I'm not even gonna get started. So that's it!
April 7th
So I'm getting abit tired of writing this thing so I'm keeping it short (A). Concert this day as well. As good as always. Nothing more happened I think. Or actually, I think this was the day we totally embarrassed ourselves "Öka takten pojkar" haha. Can it get any funnier? We also realized that we have very many private jokes.
April 8th
Last concert in Glasgow which means only 2 more left in Aberdeen. But we decided to go to the Sugababes concert the day between the cities. I mean, what else would we do? It's not exactly fun in Glasgow. (Again, don't get me started) We met the lovely opening act (McDonald bros) And saw the not so very lovely opening act (the unconventionals) The Bros are totally amazingly nice and wonderful. After the concert we saw when they left the arena. (Wow)
April 9th
By this time we had totally given up on Glasgow (and the rest of the scotland btw). We didn't do that much before the Sugababes concert. It wasn't exactly fair to see Sugababes inbetween Westlife concerts. I mean Westlife are so much better. But it was a good concert. Tomorrow it's off to Aberdeen..
30.3.07
It's tomorrow today now (den vanliga logiken finns alltid kvar) I woke up at 9 and just couldn't resist starting the day ;) I have so much to do today which is good or I'd be going nuts =P
First wash some things and watch a dvd, then school, give my keys to Ztanz or Sill, have a shower, eat, clean the kitchen and then we're off =) And I'm pretty sure there is something else as well that I've forgotten to write.. I guess I have to check if I've packed everything I need and all that.
First wash some things and watch a dvd, then school, give my keys to Ztanz or Sill, have a shower, eat, clean the kitchen and then we're off =) And I'm pretty sure there is something else as well that I've forgotten to write.. I guess I have to check if I've packed everything I need and all that.
29.3.07
Tomorrow =)
London baby! =) Well first down to Stockholm (tomorrow evening) and then to London (saturday morning). I really can't wait. The list is gonna be sooo much longer, I guess the extension won't come until Glasgow and Aberdeen though. But still =)
There are rumours going round about Westlife NOT recording a tour dvd this year. I wouldn't be surprised if this was the case but I would be truly disappointed. I mean, what is BMG really thinking? More like, what the heck is wrong with them? First ratpack album then the love album and now NO tour dvd? I'm not sure how much of this that has been really Westlife's choice and how much has been BMG's brilliant ideas. *sigh* that pretty much says it all. Ah well, I ain't gonna let this get me down because I'm gonna see Westlife live 7 times anyway. But I can't help to think about all those people that for one reason or another can't go to the UK to see them, poor them! When they used to have their European tour that was one thing.. but now they don't even do a proper tour. I wonder where the future is to be honest. But yeah I'm not gonna let this ruin me and Annas little following Westlife tour.
Anyways, the sooner I go to bed the sooner tomorrow will come =) (not that i'm gonna sleep yet but still =P)
London baby! =) Well first down to Stockholm (tomorrow evening) and then to London (saturday morning). I really can't wait. The list is gonna be sooo much longer, I guess the extension won't come until Glasgow and Aberdeen though. But still =)
There are rumours going round about Westlife NOT recording a tour dvd this year. I wouldn't be surprised if this was the case but I would be truly disappointed. I mean, what is BMG really thinking? More like, what the heck is wrong with them? First ratpack album then the love album and now NO tour dvd? I'm not sure how much of this that has been really Westlife's choice and how much has been BMG's brilliant ideas. *sigh* that pretty much says it all. Ah well, I ain't gonna let this get me down because I'm gonna see Westlife live 7 times anyway. But I can't help to think about all those people that for one reason or another can't go to the UK to see them, poor them! When they used to have their European tour that was one thing.. but now they don't even do a proper tour. I wonder where the future is to be honest. But yeah I'm not gonna let this ruin me and Annas little following Westlife tour.
Anyways, the sooner I go to bed the sooner tomorrow will come =) (not that i'm gonna sleep yet but still =P)
26.3.07
Dear Diary
Today I saw that boy
As he walked by
I thought he smiled at me
And I wondered
Does he know what's in my heart?
I tried to smile but I could hardly breathe
Should I tell him how I feel?
Or would that scare him away? D
iary tell me what to do
Please tell me what to say
I know I shouldn't care, but I do..
Today I saw that boy
As he walked by
I thought he smiled at me
And I wondered
Does he know what's in my heart?
I tried to smile but I could hardly breathe
Should I tell him how I feel?
Or would that scare him away? D
iary tell me what to do
Please tell me what to say
I know I shouldn't care, but I do..
25.3.07
18.3.07
17.3.07
Well well I guess it was a while ago since I last wrote in this blog. I know that cos Anna told me to write something, or she gave me a hint anyway ;) Haha!
I was working at Traversen last night and that was fun. Funnier than it has been in a long time. Anyway, it's party night tonight. I'm not sure if I'm gonna go mad though, I've got a bit of an headache. But we'll see :) Have fun and meet people anyway. That's always fun. Who cares about the drinks.
Everything feels so good at the momet, no exams to study for anymore =P Wahey! I just hope I passed the exams I did. And if I didn't.. well that's a bridge I cross when I come to it. I think I'm gonna start the party soon ;) Anna has already started drinking =P I should join her instead of writing shit on here.
over and out
I was working at Traversen last night and that was fun. Funnier than it has been in a long time. Anyway, it's party night tonight. I'm not sure if I'm gonna go mad though, I've got a bit of an headache. But we'll see :) Have fun and meet people anyway. That's always fun. Who cares about the drinks.
Everything feels so good at the momet, no exams to study for anymore =P Wahey! I just hope I passed the exams I did. And if I didn't.. well that's a bridge I cross when I come to it. I think I'm gonna start the party soon ;) Anna has already started drinking =P I should join her instead of writing shit on here.
over and out
15.3.07
12.3.07
The weekend was so much fun :) Sleepover, lectures, games, spex, fun moments, playing in the snow, nice photos and even nicer people. MMM rules and that's the way it is.
Today was exam day, I think I did quite ok. But you never know if you pass or not. I guess I'll have to wait until I get it back. I don't know really what I should do now, I'm so extremly bored and tired as well. But it's no fun going to bed. I mean, I have a lie in tomorrow =P Ah well.. If nothing funnier than this is happening I might as well sleep.
I'm getting more and more annoyed everytime we talk.. that kind of hurts me a bit cos it used to be so good. I guess I'm ok now and that's why I don't "need" the talks as much anymore. I'm not sure.
I hate it, but I think it's the fact I'm used to having you around me. It's not good. Not at all. I don't wanna be in a situation where I can take you for granted. I wanna fight for things, anything I can have I automatically don't want anymore.. Or maybe I didn't want it to start with but that's not the point.
no hurting emotions. no tears. no regrets. no mistakes. no you and me.
Today was exam day, I think I did quite ok. But you never know if you pass or not. I guess I'll have to wait until I get it back. I don't know really what I should do now, I'm so extremly bored and tired as well. But it's no fun going to bed. I mean, I have a lie in tomorrow =P Ah well.. If nothing funnier than this is happening I might as well sleep.
I'm getting more and more annoyed everytime we talk.. that kind of hurts me a bit cos it used to be so good. I guess I'm ok now and that's why I don't "need" the talks as much anymore. I'm not sure.
I hate it, but I think it's the fact I'm used to having you around me. It's not good. Not at all. I don't wanna be in a situation where I can take you for granted. I wanna fight for things, anything I can have I automatically don't want anymore.. Or maybe I didn't want it to start with but that's not the point.
no hurting emotions. no tears. no regrets. no mistakes. no you and me.
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